HE'S NOW OFFICIALLY MY BOYFRIEND~

July 03; 2012
Happy Birthday Zaaaaaf! My one and only Babe. :*
BIRTHDAY.. TOOOT! HAHAHAHA. (evilgrin)

Boo. Since I barely remember everything that happened last night.. I just want to talk about 'how we both ended up with each other's arms tonight.' :"> By the way I'd like you to know that.. I'm now taken. I am no longer single. I'm taken by the most gentleman guy living in the planet. By the best boyfriend in the world. Justin Jay Roberto S. Zafra. :) In love ako. No more contentions. Please? :D Just that- plain and simple. I love him.. With all my heart. "Gusto ko lang malaman niyong sobrang saya koooo. As in sobraaa. Halos mabaliw baliw na ako sa sobrang kasiyahan." :)

Gusto ko lang din malaman niyong.. Naging kami. HINDI DAHIL SA LASING AKO KAGABI. Again I repeat. We didn't became boyfriends and girlfriends last night because I was drunk. Because I WAS DRUNK. Buuuuuut. Because.. The way to a woman's heart is her sincerity and honesty every time she's drunk. Again. I was drunk last night but that was not the mainstream.. Sinagot ko siya kasi totoong mahal ko siya.. And I've been dying to keep this for quite sometime already.

"I like you.." "Yun lang ba?" "What if I told you I love you? What if I feel like more than liking you.. What if this is something strange already?" Waiiiit lang. I don't think what we're doing is right. Don't you? Like.. "Are we sure about this? Why are we doing this? We're not even together.. right?" "Saaab! Can I be your boyfriend? Can you be my girlfriend?" "Yesss. Yessss."
"I LOVE YOU." "I LOVE YOU" -Notice that there is no use of the word 'too' cause that's a sign of reciprocity that only immature couples use. =)) (Boo. Sorry. Pero parang ang feeler ko) Feeling ko naman super mature nako sa love ngayon. HAHAHAHA. Pero swear.. I love him. And I guess.. That's all enough. Siguro naman.. I won't be doing all these things kung hindi ko talaga siya mahal di ba? Like.. Kung di pa talaga ko ready or di pa ako sure sa kanya? Pero iba kasi talaga e. Iba yung feeling ko pagkasama ko si Zaaaaf. Si Babe. :"> Wala ng ibang tanong pa. Basta alam kong safe ako kapag siya yung kasama kooooo. (Di lang ako masyadong sure kagabi.. Kasi nga lasing ako. HAHAHAHA)

Omg. No plans of being drunk or wasted talaga last night e. He introduced me to his friends. Inuman sa Tapsi. Pam was there of course.. Actually. Wala akong plans na uminom kasi nga 8am pa pasok ko the next day.. And sobrang ayokong magkaroon ng hangover. =)) Di ko lang talaga nacontrol nor napigilan yung sarili kong hindi uminom. Napasubo na ko e. Wala nakong magagawa. Nandun nako. Tuloy lang. Haha. Omg. I kissed Zaf in public. For I was dared by his friends. Omg. Sobrang first time ko 'tong ginawa. Like hello. Duh. Medyo tipsy na kasi akooo. Well actually. Lasing na pala talaga ko. Haha. As in umiikot na yung paningin ko.. Sobrang lumalakas na yung boses ko. Sobrang umiiyak nako. Agaw eksena nako in short. Lol. Grabe talaga.. The way I walk? Nako. Omg. Nakasalubong pa nga namin ni Zaf si Arvin while walking going home e. Sobrang kinabahan ako. Mapapagalitan kasi ako pagkauwi. :O So yea.

Wait.. Sobrang private part na nitong blog ko. As in medyo may pagkacensored na. It's super hard to put them into writings.. Cause I don't think I should be writing about it here. Blankly. Bluntly. But the bottomline is: Sinagot ko na siya. We're now officially together. Birthday gift/birthday surprise. Best birthday gift ever.. Including the basic thing. Very basic thing a boy and a girl usually do when the both of them are drunk. Or should I say.. Sa sitch namin sobrang ako lang. Weak na nga. Lalo pang nanghina dahil sobrang tipsy. "makeout".

Oo. Nagmakeout kami. Cuddle in bed. "What if I tell you I love you? What if not?" What if I say yes? :D I love you babe! :* That's how it is. Pero alam ko sa sarili kong.. Sinagot ko siya. Naging boyfriend ko siya today not because I'm drunk. But because.. I have feelings for him. And hope these feelings grow even more.. Like. I hope this won't put into waste. I just need to talk to him soon about the matter. For now. I'm torn. Like. I kept on thinking: "Was it right or was is it wrong?" Is it wrong na sinagot ko siya? Deserving ba siya sa pagsagot ko sakanya? Despite. Haaay. :O

-To be continued.