FIRST KISS STOLE THE BREATH FROM MY LIPS~

-Happy Eighteenth Birthday to my best cousin in the worlddd! :D
- Coffee date in the middle of the night. & FIRST KISS STOLE THE BREATH FROM MY LIPS :*

OMG. Had another busy and fun filled day today. Grabe lang. Wala na ba kong karapatang magpahinga? Haha. Kidding. I mean.. Everyday's indeed memorable. To the extent na I'm having less time for my rest and sleep na. Croo. Like I ain't kidding.=)) Haha. But srsly.. I just want to make this day extra special for my cousin.. Cause it's her 18th birthday today. As much as possible: I want it to be real. I'll do anything and everything that I can to make it possible enough. And I guess. I was able to do it. :) Like a boss! (hopefully. In my perception: I guess it was extra magnificent. I just don't know. But I'm sure she did enjoy her day. Welcome to the club! :D)

"Nang dahil sa pag-ibig maaga akong pumasok." Wow ah. This is 'somehow' new. :D
HAHAHAHA. According to one of my closest guy friend: Terence- I went to school as early as 11am kahit 3pm pa pasok namin. Hahaha. I have to admit. It's a bit true.. But not exactly like that naman. Medyo lang. Hahahahaaa. Not 100 percent true. =)) So what naman? Hahaha. Naglibrary ako. Nagcatch up with Pam. (Naah. Supposedly kasi makikipagkita ako kay Zaf e. Like.. Maglalunch kami dapat) but change of plans. I decided to go out with Pam for lunch instead of seeing Justin. 4 hours pa kong idle. Sayang.. Si Justin mi Babe sana kasama ko; pero sobrang okay lang din naman. for me. Time to catch up with Pam. :D McDo carpark. Tierra Linda 3. Wendy's. :)

Oh well. Super antok pa nga ako e. Tagal naming magkatext ni Justin last night. Til 3am yata. Gosh. I wonder why di kami nagkakasawaan sa isa't isa. Kahit lagi nalang din kaming magkasama. Magkausap. Magkatext. Wow. YET. Hindi kami. Hindi PA kami. But yea. We both know na magiging kami eventually. In the future.. It's just this time. Chill chill lang muna kami. Taking things one step at a time. :) Nothing to worry about. Sobrang nag-eenjoy naman kami. Nung nagkita kami ni Pam; met her sa Q Square.. Damn. Feeling ko super bangag pa ko nun. As in. Suuuuuper basaaag. Haha. I was reading something in the library lang before she called me. Tagal naming magkatext ni Justin last night. Til 3am yata. Gosh. I wonder why di kami nagkakasawaan sa isa't isa. Kahit lagi nalang din kaming magkasama. Magkausap. Magkatext. Wow. YET. Hindi kami. Hindi PA kami. But yea. We both know na magiging kami eventually. In the future.. It's just this time. Chill chill lang muna kami. Taking things one step at a time. :) Nothing to worry about. Sobrang nag-eenjoy naman kami. :D

Like a boss. Anong sabi at anong ipinaglalaban ng super big gold earrings ko for today? OMFG! I clarified it to my friends. I ain't wearing this.. Nang dahil gusto ko lang.. I wore these kasi po.. Event's coordinator ako para sa birthday ng cousin ko. HAHAHAHAHA. Dapat prim and proper.. Yet fab parin. Haha. So yea. Before my class starts.. Kasama ko pa nga rin si Pam. I called Sheena to beep my phone nalang kapag dumating na si Dean. Stayed til 3:30pm. I accompanied her na magwithdraw and manuod ng mga nagsasayaw sa Q Square. OMFG. Kahit hindi gwapo si guy.. Sobrang hoooot niya. Kasi ang lambot ng katawan niyang magsayaw. Tiktok tiktok. Naiinlove na yata si Pam. Hahahaha. Booooo. "Pam. Please tell Justin: I miss you. And paki sabi narin mwamwatsuptsup." HAHAHAHAHA. Messenger lang? :D

Damn. One happy hot and preppy chick. =))) Dahil nga like a boss ako. Late akong pumapasok ng room. Yung tipong nandun na si Dean. "Good afternoon. Dean." (flipping my hair aside) Just imagine how I perform this. Hahahaha. To all my male professors lang of course. Pampataas kaya ng grade. Lalo na sa Philo. No wonder; kaya nga siguro ang taas ng grades ko sa Philo subjects ko e. :D Gosh. Na-troll nga pala kaming lahat earlier. 4:30pm na.. Wala parin si Dean. ): Nagdisappearing act na nga kami isa-isa e. But we went back.. Kasi sobrang pathetic. Dumating pa.. Lagpas one hour na. Nakakalungkot. Pero okay lang talaga.. Pero hindi. HAHAHAH. Nakakainis. Nasa cafe na kami nun ni Venus e. Ang cute nga namin e. Sayang talaga yung art sa Latte coffee namin. Boo. Pinatake out pa tuloy namin yung coffee namin. Duhh. Wala pa ngang bawas e. Pakapalan nalang ng mukhang pumasok parin kami. Hahaha. Pero gosh. Super epal lang talaga. 3 hour class turned out to be just an hour and a half. Didn't stay with the guys na after class.. Hinatid nalang nila ako sa Plaza Mayor. :D

Suuuuper dami pa namang tumatawag and nagtetext sakin. Not for any reasons.. But yea. It's because I'm the event's coordinator to my cousin's birthday nga. =)) Boo. Ayaw pa nga nilang maniwala na cousin ko yung pupuntahan ko that night e.. Kaya they decided na ihatid ako. Grabe lang talaga. Doubtful pa tong mga tropa ko sakin e. =)) I introduced them to her and asked them to greet her a happy birthday. Sobrang funny lang talaga. Bad mood na yata yung face ng pinsan ko. May pagka awkward tuloy. I was damn shocked rin nung nakita kong kasama na niya si Joshy ex. Boo. Kala niya yata kasama ko na si Cris e. Damn. Srsly. Sobrang first time 'to. Like.. Nagplan ako ng something like this for my cousin. Then I realized na okay lang din naman.. Kasi it's her 18th today. :)

Met new friends. Aside from those people na nameet ko last Thursday. Dunn and Gozar.. Patrick. Michael and Eunice. (People I still remember while I forgot the names of the rest na) and part of my surprise narin.. Doha and Xhai. Kept on calling them so that I could fetch them somewhere. Like meet them beforehand.. Then sabay sabay nang magpapakita kay pinsan. Hahaha. Though yea. Medyo fail nga lang.. Kasi aware narin si Meg sa extra surprise ko. Hahaha. Though yung gifts and surprises ko.. Something sentimental and hindi material.. I did hope and wish na sana nagustuhan niya yun :)

On a side note:
This is the second part of this blog entry:
FIRST KISS STOLE THE BREATH FROM MY LIPS~

Anong plano mo sa atin?
Ako: I wish to be with you. I just want to be with you. No limits. No boundaries.
Siya: Gusto kita maging girlfriend at hihigitan natin yung 4 years. Di lang yun. Baka tumagal pa. Di lang yun. Baka di na matapos.

We planned to kiss. French kiss. :* (Yea. I know hindi 'to pinaplano. And this is strange. We're not yet together. We only have this thing. This 'something' for each. Something undefined and something strange. But beyond words and beyond actions. You know it's something more. Something complicated. It's as if.. We're together. We own each other. But no. Loving and being together is not owning each other. We're just completely having fun. Very complicated. No strings attached. "More than friends but less than lovers" Is this such a pseudo-relationship? BOO. I missed him so baaad. ): I met him nearby the seminary gym. Meg-Doha-Xhai left me with him. Just the two of us again. Together. Seeing and seating right next to each other. (Ngayon nalang ulit kita nakitang naka-uniform) Onga noh. Tapos.. Siya naman ngayon yung hindi naka-uniform. Nag-tryouts kasi siya for Basketball Team ng Pharmacy e. (Hope he'll pass the tryouts) He's sweating a lot when I get to see him. I don't see him being sweaty in a groggy manner.. But it turns me on. :) Mehh. He keeps on telling me that he's faaat.. But no. He's hoooot. "Di nako fresh. Di na tayo bagay. Nacoconscious nako sa amoy ko." "Ako din naman e." Sabay amoy niya sakin. "Grabeeee. Ang bango mo!" "Ang dami mong tinetext. Ang daming nagtetext sa'yo. Ako.. Ako lang tinetext ko. Nakakaselos. :/"

Hahaha. Ang funny nga e. Curfew na.. Pinatayan na kami ng mga ilaw. Nagrorounds na si Kuya guard. Yet we're still there. Sobrang tagal na pala naming magkasama dun. More than 2 hours na yata. He fed me pa nga e. Di ko kasi nakain yung cheeseburger ko na supposedly lunch ko. =)) "Pagdating sa pagkain. Ako professor mo. Ganito kasi kumain. Focus ka lang dapat. Walang dapat isipin. Bawal magsalita. Nguya. Then prepare for the next bite." "Yung milk tea mo nga.. Half-day bago mo maubos e." Sobraaaanng funny. Wala pa kaming one month magkakilala.. Pero bakit ganun? Parang sobrang tagal na. Sobrang comfy na namin sa isa't isa? "Kala ko ba.. Like mo ko? Dapat wala ka nang sinesecret sakin. Gusto ko: Open lang tayo sa isa't isa." Onga e. Like naman talaga kita. (rubbed his arms) Omg. Sobrang sweet lang namin. Take note kasi: We're not together. Pero people see us: Romantically dating. :"> :* Faye saw us pa nga e. "Adrienne dyosa!" Nakakahiya sakanya. Anong petsa na. Naka-duty parin ako sa date ko. Landi talagaaa. HAHAHAHA

Holding hands. He kisses my hands, later on kisses my lips. Touches my waist. Hugs each other. Owning the world, owning the night. Romantically sweet.~ I traded the night, being with my cousin and her friends over liquor. (though I know it's only happens once in a blue moon. For she throws birthday treats like this very seldom.)

Am I in paradise? Am I dreaming? Croo. I think I did something quite inappropriate beyond what we have, beyond our friendship? Boo. We kissed already. Without the commitment yet.. :o And I don't know if it's right or wrong. But, what I know is that. I want it too. I didn't feel violated or something, in fact.. I just love the feeling as well. After his tryouts, I waited for his message, cause will be seeing each other. Damn, I was shocked, he decided to stay. Like, he decided not to go home. And just be with me all night long.. Til the morning dew. :"> Now, tell me. What to feel? What to do? How to react? Hahahaha. Srsly, that first kiss stole the breath from my lips.. And I just can't help it. 3AM in the morning. My senses get extra active. Sexual senses. =))

'Nakakalibog ka, grabe. Ang lakas ng sex appeal mo. Hirap magpigil sa'yo. Lalo na nung nakatayo, nagkagat labi ka lang. Grabe ka talaga. Lakas ng sex appeal mo, kahit wala kang ginagawa, parang lagi kang nagaaya. Malakas impact sakin nyang appeal mo.' =))))))))))

OMFG. Like whaat? Srsly? Medyo nawindang ako dun ah. Ang tagal namin sa McDo for our coffee date. Imagine, from 7:30pm.. Til 2:30am yata.. Then we stayed na sa staircase ng condo.. Sa may fire exit, there we performed our 'passionate kisses' =)) Til 6am, we were together. Sobrang daig pa namin yung mag-on na talaga e. Grabe lang. Kami na ba kasi? Bakit ganun? Paano naman nagagawa 'to mga bagay na 'to na di pa naman kami officially? Magka-thingy lang naman kami. Walang official commitment or something. Gaaah. Medyo nakokonsensya ako. :O Boo. Pero di ko naman pinagsisisihan. Sobrang saya ko lang last night, sobrang namiss ko kasi siya e. And at the same time.. Nung una, medyo hesitant pa ko.. Like, di ko alam kung papayag akong makipag-kiss sakanya. FK. Sobrang galing. Mehhh. Good kisser ako, pero good kisser din pala siya. Sobrang extreme feeling. HAHAHAHA. Di bale nang walang tulog.. What's important is that.. We both have fun. Like, for real. =)) Heaven. Cloud 9. :">

~ Drugs ka ba? Adik na kasi 'ko sa'yo e.
"Gusto kitang maging girlfriend, gusto kong higitan natin yung 4 years.. At hindi lang yun.. Gusto kong di na matapos." :) Sobrang nakakakilig. Pwede na kong magmahal ulit. :">