THE MAGICAL FEELING

May 27, 2011

"Sometimes people don't say what they truly feel. It's because they either don't want to say it, or they don't know how to express it."

And I don't know how to say it, and I ain't really feeling comfortable seeing him act as if he's a child, it's not that am saying I hate him being so childish, but yea, actually, I love him being so childlike, but not too childish. ;p we've had this little misunderstanding, that again, at first, I tried to hide what am actually feeling, but I don't want him to suffer and get puzzled by what's really going on; actually there's nothing so grave to talk about, I just don't feel like seeing him act, I mean overreact about almost everything, and I explained him why already, anyway, I realized that it feels good to talk about it, be honest with what you feel towards your partner so that at the end of the day, you'll end up conniving so sweetly again, cuddling each other. ;)

And we both don't know how to explain what's really with the both of us, that we can't control ourselves, talking to each other for the whole day and night, without complaining, nor having these dull moments together, for we speak and discuss about even the simplest things in life; and we both can't explain the reason why we tremble at night, during the wee hours of our day, ending up, sleeping to bed, hearing each others' voices. This magical feeling with directions am guided, that's going back way forward~ that I have someone like him in my life that will make me feel and accept even my own being that I'm also real, I ain't a fictional character living in a fairytale trying to make myself a perfect princess. Cause in reality, am just an ordinary human being~ born to commit mistakes, capable to love and get hurt because of the feeling of being in love to a man. The man that will uplift the essence of me~ and it is only in your eyes, wherein I see the beauty of love and it is only inside your heart where I wish and I'd like to stay living me breathless for forever~