WHEN OUR HANDS INTERTWINED

The pseudo name: Babe :)

Are we in this so-called 'pseudo relationship?' Babe? :">

Gaah. Please tell me we're not just gonna stay like 'this' forevuhh. Mehh. Omg! Why? Why do you have to kiss my hands? Why do you have to hold my hands so tight? Why do you have to make my heart races again? Why do you have to make me feel this mushy again? Omg. Omg. 'Sobrang SUPER.' Sobrang super kinikilig talaga akooo. Gaaah! BABE. :">

Don't get me wrong. We're not YET together. Like.. We're not in a relationship. YET. We're just hanging out together- enjoying each other's company- Having fun. -Treating each other 'extra' special.- Serving as an inspiration for each other.- Supporting each other.- JUST seeing each other whenever possible. Being there for each other through whatever. -And so heart races again. -Reasons why hearts melt and skips a beat~

We ate dinner together tonight. Walked around the campus. He held my hands so tightly. He stared on my eyes so dearly. He play jokes with me. Play cute fist fights with me. Sit right next to each other. Talk about anything under the sun. Make and feel extra comfortable with each other. :">

When he first called me 'Babe'. 'What did you just call me?' "BABE". Omg. I was damn shocked when he called me by that pseudo. :">

- "Uy! Miss na kita. Kung nandito ka lang niyakap na kita hanggang makatulog ako. Di ako magsasawa buong gabi. Wish you were here with me tonight."
- "Di ko alam. Basta alam ko lang ngayon.. Miss na kita at gusto kitang yakapin. Gusto lang kitang makasama ngayon. Pero kapag magkasama na kita.. Rerespetuhin parin kita. Mabait ako; promise. Kahit tayong dalawa na lang. Mabait ako. Hahahaha. Promise yan. Babe. :* Ikaw lang nasa isip ko ngayon. Promise."
- "Di mo ba nakita? Di ba halatang gusto kita? Seryoso ako. Gusto kita. Miss na kita. Payakap po. Okay lang kung ayaw mo. Maghihintay ako."
- "Babe. Di sex habol ko sa'yo ha. Wala ako paki dun. Basta gusto kita! Tsaka na yung sex! Naniniwala ka ba? Promise mabait ako. May respeto ako sa'yo. Gusto kitang kasama. Gusto kitang makasama."

Boo! Sobrang epic last night. Like. OHMYGOSHHH! What's happening? :"> Sobrang funny niya last night. Super cute kapag medyo nakakainom. Siguro tipsy? Drunk texting e? Haha. Pero that was extremely awesome. Lumalabas lahat ng tinatago e. Ngayon. Alam na. Well. :) He already admitted his feelings for me. Gosh. Wala akong pinagsisisihan. Like~ actually medyo wala nga rin akong masabi. Sobrang kinikilig at masayang masaya lang talaga. :) Though I know it's a bit soon. But it's gonna be worth the time and effort. Worth the wait. We're exclusively dating.. We're good friends. GOOD friends. Actually :) Boo! Well at least I know.. We're leading somewhere. Somewhere I know- sweet and romantic. But now YET now. Yea we're like ALMOST together already. BUT still no commitment. It just started. I don't know when. We both don't know exactly when. BUT. AND. BOOM. We're just as close with each other as this.

I can't say that there's no strings attached yet. But. YES. We're more than friends. Extra special friends. And up until now.. We can't still give a 'name' to our relationship. But sooner or later~ it's gonna be official. :) And I know it's SOON. Just trying to know him more. Like BEYOND everything that we are and we have now in the present. :"> Future's gonna wait. Patiently. :)

The only thing I know for now is that: This is leading 'somewhere romantically soon.' :) My heart starts to race again. And yea.. I'm fallin' for him. He makes my heart glad. :"> That's all enough.

'BABE' :)