'Cause the spaces between my fingers are right were yours fit perfectly.'
"Ang lambot lambot ng kamay mo. Sobrang sarap hawakan. Na-cross ko pa nga yung fingers natin e. Tsaka, ikaw yung inspiration ko. Basta kapag kasama kita, sobrang saya ko. Gusto ko lagi kitang kasama if ever may chance. Ang ganda ganda mo. Nakakaadik yung mga mata mo. Isang araw pang magkasama tayo.. Mafafall na talaga ako." Boo! :">
Omg. He held my hands. :"> He kept on staring on my eyes, my face. Mehh. Ayokong kiligin. Pero.. Swear. Srsly. Idk. Parang may current na biglang dumaloy sa'kin. Nakakapag pabilis ng heartbeat, para kong hinihingal. Nakakakaba. Sobrang.. Iba. I felt something very indifferent. (again) I felt this long time ago.. Boo! Ang corny ko. Pero no joke. Tinatago ko sa bato.. Nafafall na yata ako sakanya e? Gosh. Lagi nalang kaming magkasama. As much as possible- ayoko sanang makipagkita na sakanya kanina.. Kaya lang. Iba talaga e. :/ I know naman I can't contain my feelings. But I don't want him to see my this way. (PJs on. Messy hair. Wary eyes) In short- trash. HAHAHAHA. No. Actually I know I still look pretty. :"> I look extra attractive and seductive in my simplest form. :P BOO! Self-proclamation? BOOyea. (just saying. HAHAHAHA)
Gosh. OMG. Swear. Sobrang kinikilig akoooo. Torn. Actually- wait! Ang fucked up kasi ng emotions ko today e. Just received the bad news. Dad met a car accident. And I just can't believe it. :( Medyo may pagkahysterical ako right away, though I don't know yet the whole story. I have this tendency to overreact kasi e. :o Like. Omg. Sa iba ko pa malalaman. Di man lang siya nagtext or tumawag.. Nahospitalized na pala siya. Got stitches as well. Six inches. Yet. Boo. :( DAD! WHY SO UNFAIR? Why didn't you even tell us? Sobrang scared ko lang. I thought something grave happened na. :( Prayer brigade for this.. I hope everything's gonna be okay, soon. :) Just smile. :D
He called me. "Okay ka lang? Okay ka lang talaga? Gusto mo, samahan muna kita.. Habang wala ka pang kasama? Hanggang sa dumating lang yung Mommy mo.. Tapos aalis narin ako." Nasa Recto na siya e. Pauwi na kasi siya, tapos.. Bigla lang bumalik. FOR ME. Just to be with me. Just to see me, and ease my pain. :"> Swear. Sobrang nakurot yung puso ko. Sobrang kinilig ako. Sobrang effort 'to. Gosh. :"> But I have to contain my emotions. I shouldn't fall this soon. Like, is it too soon? Pero, I shouldn't stop this feeling e. Just let it flow. All flow. :) Vanilla Twilight? Cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly. Sobrang gusto ko siyang i-hug last night, pero sobrang nagpipigil lang talaga ako. Ang kulit namin. Nagmamassage ng kamay ng isa't isa. Yung size ng paa ko, sobrang liit daw. Yung kamay ko, saktong saktong i-cross sa mga malalaki niyang kamay. Mehh. Sobrang perfect lang. Sobrang romantic nung moment. One of the nights I'll never wish to forget. :">
Basta ang alam ko.. We're not on a rush. We're like constantly seeing each other whenever possible. Just two individuals, enjoying each other's company, gonna be there for each other through whatever. Butttt. Boo. :) We're romantically sweet. :"> And I can't get over about last night. How he held my hands, how he stayed til that late in my place, just simply being with me, comforting me. Trying to make me smile, cheering me up. Asking me to forget about everything and smile. :D He makes my heart melt. He makes it skip a beat. And I don't know how to deal with it now.
In time, when I feel like loving again.. I'd love it to be you. :">
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