You mean more to me than you will ever know.

I know. I just hafta wait. Patiently, I am waiting, still waiting. :">

What is pain?
First Love.
What triggers pain?
Memories.
What can heal pain?
Time.
What lengthens pain?
Martyrdom.
What is the initial sign of pain?
Tears.
What is the primary defense mechanism of pain?
Denial.
What is the primary stressor of pain?
Theme Song.
What is the history of pain?
Breakup.
How can you remove pain?
Let go.
How can you forget pain?
Move on.
Why do we experience pain?
Because we have a heart that loves.


To love is to risk not being loved in return.
Late realization of mine. Now I know, I shouldn't ask for something in return from my beloved.
To hope is to risk pain.
I always hope for the best, yet.. I shouldn't expect.
To try is to risk failure,
but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard
in life is to risk nothing.

There's nothing harm in trying, at least you tried, if you fail, try again. 'Til you find the right answer to your question.

It's sad when people you know become people you knew. When you can walk right past someone, like they were never a big part of your life. How you used to be able to talk for hours, and how now, you can barely look at them. But I know, it has always been a part of it. A part of a 'broken' relationship, a 'broken' promise, and a 'broken' endless love. We just have to accept that, every thing comes to an end, even 'good' things come to an end. Or it is just because, When someone walk out your life, let them. They are just making more rooms for someone better to walk in. It's not the end of the world, grow and seek the beauty of life. It's alright to fall at times, just learn to stand up again, and continue living your life the way you want it to be.

I have this theory that the more important and intimate the emotion, the fewer the words are required to express it. Say for an instance, in dating. "Will you go out with me?" Six words. "I think I care for you." Five words. "You matter to me." Four words. "I love you." Three words. "Marry Me." Two words. So yea, what's left? What's the most important and intimate thing to say to somebody? It's "Good bye", or maybe even "Hello." People come and go. Always remember that a successful relationship requires falling in love, many times. Always with the same person, but deeper and deeper everytime.
If it doesn't seem to happen anymore, let go. You're wasting your time, dealing with a false relationship. Cause if the relationship doesn't make you a better person, or brings out the best in you, then you are with the wrong one.

You mean more to me than you will ever know.