It was a tiring, jam-packed, stressful, yet a fruitful Wednesday. Had classes from 11am-9pm straight. No breaks, as in seriously, attended four classes for today. Boo! Information overload. I can't think normally anymore, I just feel extremely numb. Let me scratch that, I'm already numb, hence, I can no longer feel anything. ;) On a side note, I can't move on. Cray cray!! I can't move on... To the sad reality that I just bade "sayonara" to my long hair. Gone are the days, and she's gone. Hello, short hair. Five-six inches were trimmed down from my long hair, and evidently, I feel the remorse, I feel so stressful about it. Of why on Earth, did I allow that beauty stylist to cut down more than a portion of my long hair? Indeed, cray cray. :(
More to it, I feel pressured and at the same time, intimidated. It's as if, I really have to torture myself, in order for me to achieve the things that I want this academic year. I just had my first blood earlier, in my Rationalism class under Dr. Aguas, 11am-9pm class, straight, no breaks. 4 legit classes for me. And now, I do not know how to deal with the mental strain it brought to me. I still have my paper due on Saturday to accomplish, but of course before doing that, I have to first read that long reading from our seminar class by Dr. Sheth, thinking that I could only do that, if I'll be going to school early tomorrow, and go to the library to start reading everything that I needed to read. But, am I just pressuring myself too hard? Do I really have to be this hard on myself? I'm just a bit frustrated, plus I don't want to end up feeling the misery. Maybe, "tiis lang" is what I need. Seriously, besides, five months won't be that long and boring if I do have the determination and the fascination to succeed. :D
More to it, I feel pressured and at the same time, intimidated. It's as if, I really have to torture myself, in order for me to achieve the things that I want this academic year. I just had my first blood earlier, in my Rationalism class under Dr. Aguas, 11am-9pm class, straight, no breaks. 4 legit classes for me. And now, I do not know how to deal with the mental strain it brought to me. I still have my paper due on Saturday to accomplish, but of course before doing that, I have to first read that long reading from our seminar class by Dr. Sheth, thinking that I could only do that, if I'll be going to school early tomorrow, and go to the library to start reading everything that I needed to read. But, am I just pressuring myself too hard? Do I really have to be this hard on myself? I'm just a bit frustrated, plus I don't want to end up feeling the misery. Maybe, "tiis lang" is what I need. Seriously, besides, five months won't be that long and boring if I do have the determination and the fascination to succeed. :D
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