Which is Which

Festschrift :)

Kuya D: Aid, you're more beautiful pala in person. Dapat hindi ikaw ang natatakot, boys dapat takutin mo. Sila dapat pinaglalaruan mo. Lol.

Aid: Haha. And I'd take that as a compliment. :) Thanks. Lol, but about the idea, I think it's genuinely wise, I actually did it before. But then I realized that it's wrong. I'm like, now looking for a mature someone this time. Yet, I haven't seen him. Just chillin'. Anyway, I'll see you when we cross roads again? 

Kuya D: Thanks, Aid. :) I thought makaka hangout kita. :D Kaso mukhang di na ako makakaattend ng class. Lol. Wow, mature someone ei? Hmmm... Sana mahanap mo siya. Take care always, Adrienne. Text me when you feel like talking. Or even if you feel like you're alone. Which I think would be impossible to happen. Haha. But if it comes, I'm just a text away. :) Well, you're smart, and talented, intelligent and responsible. You have everything a student needs. You've got it all for you. :) And, magaling kang tao. Excited na akong tumanda ka. :) 

And tonight, I just felt like, I'm rekindling on something that happened last night. It was a different situation. I again, suddenly thought of something that's mind boggling, "What if being with me virtually, is different from being with me personally?". I'm a bit clueless about this. Again. It's confusing. Nevertheless, I declare this semester, "first blood". Well, this is really is it! Met, all the power house, star studded professors. And now, I feel so much intimidated. Just that, on a side note... I just have to enjoy, even though it'll be this hard. Like, no doubt, it'll be hard. I didn't know, I'm like again, entering something I'm not supposed to enter. What I mean is, dedicating time, talking to a special friend. I tried brushing off the idea, but it happened, just happened. Really, I can't just control things. What I mean is, "if it's bound to happen, then it'll happen." :D

I know, the photo above has nothing to do with what I'm writing here. It maybe literally irrelevant, but then again. I know, it can intertwine. I'm starting to unleash, what's rightfully served for me. And, what I needed to do, is appreciate, and fill all the pages, worth-reading, worth-understanding. Word per word. Not literally, but the comprehension must be evidently understood. In such a way that, whatever happen, you won't be misguided. Just because you know what's written in it. You may not got exactly what's written, but at least, you can support ideas, thoughts and arguments that comprises the text. 

In connection to real life, well. This is somehow, a problem that I've been thinking thoroughly, over the past days. And I'm like, disturbed, whether which one's right. Is it the knowledge from experiences, or the knowledge innately, in store for men, as a rational being? This is disturbing, no not really. Maybe, it's just me. But, I'm a bit shaken, trying to contemplate. "What is it really like?" "How is it gonna be like?" I just can't decipher things now. I know, I'm not in the right position to claim that I know already, to think that, the more I know that I don't know anything, the more I feel like... I still needed to know things that I still don't know. In short, it's a never end learning experience. May it be, academically or... Lessons that must be learn in life, through experiences. However, I'm still not convinced that I must first experience things beforehand, in order for me to know. Could it be like, "I know it, 'cause I'm equipped with it, technically." Yes, I might not experienced it yet, but still... I'm equipped. Well, maybe? They must come in pair. Like, rational beings, must  cling to their senses, in order for them to know what it feels like to be real? To feel reality, not just pure imagination. Perhaps, yes. 

PS: See, I have this certain dilemma again. It's hard to think. Still torn which is which.