Saturday, February 23, 2013

Exactly One Year From Now

February 23, 2013
ONE YEAR FROM NOW
Thesis Defense.


TANGERINE. Couple shirt with Matt. Hihi. Cuteeee :D

Congratulations to our Philosophy Seniors! I know you did yer best to reach this day. I'll miss you all. :) Thank you for everything! Thank you for making me oh so proud to belong to Concilium Philosophiae. HAHAHA feel na feel ko 'tong sabihin nung nagcacampaign ako for ABSC elections. Ako po si Adrienne 'AID' Magora mula sa CONCILIUM PHILOSOPHIAE! Hehe. :) Damn proud! April 02. Konti nalanggggg! :D Konting tulog nalang. Thank you sa sobrang wonderful day na 'to. I just do hope nakahinga na kayo ng maluwag after ng defense niyo kanina! Hihi. (photo caption for this)


Alice, Rachel and Lyka :D

-8am to 9pm inside the university. I spent my Saturday, well supposed to be a chill day for me and my family, but yeah, here's what I did. Spent my 13 hours hoarding inside the university, 10 hours doing some logistics for our beloved Seniors' Thesis Defense. I was so damn proud of them. As in, mixed emotions. Nakakaiyak, nakakainggit, nakakatuwa. Sobrang fulfilling siguro ng ganun. I was able t survive this day. They SURVIVED. And believe it or not, I enjoyed listening to their defenses. I know it was damn hard, preparing and delivering what they actually have for this day. For ten months, I know they did all their best, they spent sleepless nights, drank a lot of coffee and other energy drinks just to keep themselves awake, declined and skipped a lot of hangout with friends just to finished their undergrad thesis. I know the feeling, I know what they've been through, for I was present during those days of their lives. And I'll definitely miss all of them. It's breaking my heart, envisioning that next year, it's going to be my batch's turn already. We have to prove something not only for ourselves, but as a Philosophy student, as a Thomasian, and most importantly as a child of our parents. We have to repay them back of all the time, effort and hardships they've given us. Exactly a year from now. I know it's going to be worth it. Worth the wait.

-Old friends. Like literal old friends. Indeed, this day has also given me so much to remember. It was so nice seeing Ate Kelly, Mama KC, and Kuya Ricardo. People I admire a lot. Intellectually capable, gives me so much inspiration, and at the same time, help in preparation for my thesis writing. Things won't be a little easier without them. Well of course, they're always around to help and guide me. That's the reason why, when the time comes that these graduating students would also leave me, I know I have them. I'll still have them. I gave service for ten long hours, wearing my 3-inches heels as a food committee, by the way. :)

-ABSC office with my SC crush. I felt as if today's really fulfilling. I saw my crush inside the ABSC office. I was with him, inside. Together with my ex-boyfriend, CM, Tots and Ate Mikee. It was so nice to discover things about him. I know he's not that handsome, well, he isn't a perfect man. He has nothing special on his physique. But I'm telling you, the moment he speaks, mag jajaw-drop ka rin! Hahaha. I don't know. But I find him attractive that way. That makes different, though. Indeed he is. :)

-Lobby, Best Thesis, Ma'am Darls... Don't go. 'Mahal kita, kaya 'di kita tatangapin. I know, he can help you, not me. Go to Sir Pao first, if not.. Sakin ka.' Ugh! 'Yung totoo? Even Ma'am Marella's hesitant whether to take me or not. Ma'am Marella. 'Ma'am, tatanggapin niyo po ba ako?' Nako. Kay Pao ka. HAHAHAHA. Ang funny. Bakit ba dahil ba kay Kristeva? OMG. ABJECT. I don't know what entered my mind, well, I am this type of person who dresses to impress. To impress myself and other people of course. Could you blame me for that? I just love being extremely fashionable. I love getting attention everytime people notices me, with the way I look and dresses up. I am a sucker for beauty kaya. ;) I can't get over with the fact that Ma'am Darls won't accept me with my thesis venture anymore, like, she's just helping me but she won't take me as her advisee. She's not goin to accept any daw. Aww. The moment I heard this, parang nagbreak 'yung heart ko eh. Huhu. But yeah, I was touched when she, together with Ma'am Marella, Sir Pao's wife's pushing me to take Sir Pao as my adviser. But I am so nervous. I'm feeling like, I don't deserve to be his advisee, for he's too good for me. That I'm just a nobody. But it won't hurt, I know. I just have to give it a try. :) Well. Soon. :)

-Ate Christine Tan's words of wisdom. HIHIHI. I felt hopeless the moment Ma'am Darls said no to me na, like as early as now, I can do really well with my thesis. Ma'am Darls even told me. 'I know you can do better with Sir Pao'. Well, no one but the best, but I still have one last option. Sir RT. Pada. Hihihi. I told Ate Tin that I'll be watching her defense, it's just a bit saddening na her defense was rescheduled. Supposedly kasi, today na. But anyways, I just do hope, I'll be able to follower her footsteps. I swear, I'll work twice as much with my thesis. I shouldn't make these people who believes in me so much, doubtful. I can do this. A year from now.

-Spanish class. Seating in front, like really in front made the difference. Parang I want to seat in front na tuloy lagi. Nakakahiya kasi, if I won't listen e. But yeah, my 13 hours of stay in the university, nudging myself to work is really fun. :) I enjoyed this day, indeed. :D

ONE YEAR FROM NOW.
Well, I'm just too fragile. I'm just too excited. I'll prepare for my next battle, really hard. :>

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