Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
03/13/2012
Three days to go. :(
You know who, to you, representing Mickey Mouse in my heart.
You've made me stronger by breaking my heart,
You ended my life and made a better one start
You've taught me everything from fallin' in love
To letting go of a lie
Yes, you've made me stronger baby, by saying letting me go this far.
Today's extremely horrible, extremely hard, so hard to breathe, so difficult to resist, good bye. :'( I can see it's now pointless, me, still hoping. Still hoping that 'destiny' will make us back together, as much as I want to come back, I am feeling the 'pressure' even more. I don't know if I can still come back, if you would still accept me, or reject me instead. I don't know, I'm confused, I get so weak whenever I see you, whenever you comes close to me, whenever you're around, my knees get paralyzed, makes me wanna scream, makes me wanna cry. :'( If you'll only show me that you still 'care', I'm more than willing to come back, if you wish me to come back, less assure, you're winning back my heart. :'(
It's the 13th day of March, and it's a Tuesday, it's the last day. Today's the last day. :'( Good bye, 'Love of my Life'. I appreciate the thought of you, talking to me again and sitting right beside me, but there's a huge difference, now.. Everything's in black and white, no more bright and vibrant colors around, everything's dull and gloomy, everything's cold and breezy. I just want you to know that I MISS YOU so bad.
The palm trees swaying in the wind, images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes, clever trick
Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you?d want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me in the shade
And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you would never ever forget these images, no
Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you?d want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot try the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy to walk
Right in and out of my life?
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Why can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
This short hair of mine, makes me wanna tell people 'around' that I've already 'moved on'. That I've already forgotten everything about you, this 'new' crowning glory of mine, makes me wanna say, my heart still beats, yea, it beats, and it beats for only you, STILL YOU. Though I can no longer feel your love and presence, your tender loving hugs and kisses. Sorry for leaving you hanging, but you'll just again ask me to come back, I'll be back, just call me name and I'll be there. ;p Even though I know, I'm no longer the apple of your eyes, and the sole owner of your heart, I just want you to know that I am still here, waiting. Waiting for you to fully forgive me. Say you love me, even though I know it's not possible anymore, say you've already forgotten the 'love' you have for me, even though it's breaking my heart, I just want to know the truth, I just want to know, if I'm still gonna wait for years, or simply let this feelings of mine go falter in time. Six weeks and four days, it's hard to admit, but my heart still belongs to no one else but you. :'(
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