Let's do the "trash talking" now. :) I'mma slash and burn it babe. Alright, like how I miss this connotation of the most popular, trash adjective: asdfghjkl. :) HAHAHAHA! Dammit, guess what, uh. I have so much of today, hmm. Of today's mnemonic adjective, "PETE". It's either by means of mostly pros, and a little of cons. Tell me exactly how this day seemed to be like, a "not so great, yet a not so bad" one. Yes, dude. we had our career orientation this morning, at the Rizal Conference Hall in St. Raymund's Bldg. Sure thing, our pride and joy, our very own building. Let's go AB. =) So yea, as I was talking about.. This morning, we were all gathered to be one, in a mimicry's concept of listening and gaining something out of somewhere. Just like, an out of the blue cliché. :) I mean, like, we had three guest speakers for the day. Three different individuals of varied personalities, three different people of various concepts and perceptions in life. But, one thing in common, one factor that binds each of them to be united. And it's like that.. "They are all PHILOSOPHY MAJORS", and we're one of the littluns of noobs trying to cope and discover philosophy's real existential and way of being. Knowing that it's this so called "love of wisdom" absorbed and validated right into my mind, through successions of rigid and vivid learning with my two months of stay in the university. Yes, dude. Being a part of the COE. (Center of EXCELLENCE) in AB's premises, is just another plus factor for me to stay. Just the fact that we all enjoyed the panel of discussions from them, is simply outrageous. I had so much fun, not really because, my "crush" was there, who happens to be a Senior Philosophy Major, named Jeth. :D HAHAHAHAHA.
Anyway, I felt a little confused. "Knowing" and "believing" that I haven't shown my "real" self yet, nothing of this fossil existentialism of who I am. This other side of me is still fully kept, trying to hide the real essence of a being. I intend to shift to another phase, from Philosophy to Communication Arts, though "most" of my professors, seemed to belittle such sanity.. Oh damn, it won't make any essence of shifting another's belief to another. Because, I believe that my real passion is into theatre arts, stage plays, manuscripts, multimedia and media arts. Just like the speaker made mention this morning, "Yes, you're a pretty girl, pang CA ka nga." Oh dude, I am really eager of shifting, but.. I have to love my course, yes, for.. For my parents, because they wanted me to be a "lawyer" someday, not this "field reporter" which I dreamt of over years ago. So alright. Basically I need to practice more on how should I be able to exercise these.. applying my skills in analytical point of views, logical reasoning and various critics about a simple point that would entail from another dimension of the human's mind. Anyhow, I got this "idea" out of the blue. I have to pursue this, I "need" to be a "lawyer" someday. Paradoxically, "no hard feelings, dude."
After the long entourage of trash talkksssssss. Here you go, I saw "him" this person who seemed to caught my heart so deeply, as in madly in love with. He's the ABSC's External Vice President, omigosh. He's none other than, "Kuya Pete." Excuse me, he's just a Junior LM student, he's sweet, he's handsome, he's kind. He's uh.. "everything." I know, eventually.. I'll fall for him this way, because since then vacation, we already have this "connection" yea, he sent me a PM, then we're like, texting with each other already, and the past few days.. We're chatting. HAHAHAHAHA. Mushy, I can't control this feeling anymore. I know I already have him, but.. He's different. So please, plead me for what am doing. :P He smiled and bade me a "hello" when we crossed paths this morning. :))))
Oh noessssss. HAHAHAHAHA. Too much mushiness. :* HOHOHO by the way, my ex approached me, in the car park, nothing much. He just did, and blah blah sorta stuffs. LOL! Ciao! :*
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