'Christmas is the day that holds all time together, and all roads lead home.'
1:32am of Wednesday, today is December 28, 2011
Merry Holidays everyone. :) Yiz. Finally, I'm back home, bye Quezon, hello Bulacan :) and yes, I'm so back to my daily blogging at night. For real, I've got tons of stories to share. Like, srsly. It has been 3 days. Omg. I was out since the 23rd, and just got home tonight, around 10pm ;) so anyway, I won't make this any longer anymore, I have to start with my entry. But since then, it's already the 28th, lemme clear things up, that I actually don't remember the exact details of what had happened anymore, so yea. Deal with me. I'll only write some, well, only those I could remember. :) Haha, although I was feeling like, nasa sobrang layong lugar ako, just because walang wiFi and sobrang hina ng signals ng mga networks, and super hirap maghanap ng pang AutoloadMAX, nabore ako. Lol. Kidding, masyado lang talagang preoccupied. The word is 'panglaw'. Idk, that's according to our elders, since then, we'll all be celebrating this Christmas, differently, for Mama Mercy's no longer around. Yiz, as in sobrang nakakapanibago. Swear. Wait, here's the real thing nga pala. Haha, sorry. I have this certain fear this Yuletide Season. Yea, my fear of foods. :| Swear. It's pigging out season, and I so hate it, though I don't want to eat, I'm like super obliged to eat, for I'll be a kill joy, if I won't join them eating. ;p haha, anyway, I have to watch out with the amount of food kasi e. Conscious much and anorexic. Wtf, Adrienne? Are you still alive, what's bugging you right now? Gosh. I'm so fucked up na naman, for like, sobrang dami ko na namang sinasabi. segue much. ;) heck, this is crazy! I'm going nowhere, so eto na talaga, I'm getting into the beat.
December 23, umuwi kami ng Quezon, and we're like all aware na newly renovated ang house. :D Sobrang traffic nga pala, sa NLEX hanggang sa pagpasok ng SLEX, okay lang sana e, wala pang traffic, pero pagdating ng Santo Tomas at San Pablo, baaam. Wtf? Nakatulog na ako't lahat, nagutom and stuff. :| Pero, sobrang layo parin namin. Past 8pm na nga halos kami nakarating ng Geronimo e. :) Sheet. Omg, napakaganda ng facade ng house! Like, asdfghjkl! Syempre,from the artistic mind of my Ninong, Arch. Michael Quejano, we're all so proud of him, and to our surprise, grabe. Tama nga siya, baka sabihin namin pag-uwi ng Quezon, 'Are we fucking lost?', haha. Pero hindi nga, swear. Sobrang nag-iba yung appearance ng bahay, the best. Sobrang nakakaexcite lang talagang bumaba ng sasakyan, kasi, medyo matagal din kaming hindi nakauwi, last pa ay nung November. So, I guess, no wonder why we're actually feeling that shock and longing. We were welcomed by our cute little cousins. :) Omg, Vired, Ignacio, Mic-mic and Sonnielo, sighs. Wala pa yung mga Bico siblings. Pagdating, fail. Pag saksak ko nang laptop ko at ng broadband ko. Fudddggeee. Walang internet, my gosh. Walang signal yung Sun. :| So, I have to go outside pa, para makapagpaload. Tig-isang broadband kami ni Meg, sakanya si Globe, sakin si Smart. Haha, nakakainis. Pagkaonline ko, ang useless, I have no one to talk to pa. I thought my Bee's gonna wait for me. Pero hindi naman pala. :| Anyway, expectations. Haha. Lala. I won't be writing anything about him na, hahaba na naman 'to e. Tsaka yun nga, I don't wanna expect na, promise, New Year's Resolution ko. Hindi na ako mageexpect, para hindi na ako masaktan. After all, hindi naman nga pala kami. :) Wow. Ang drama ko na naman. Hahahaha. Automatic talaga 'to e. Tuwing madaling araw nagkakaganito sitch ko ;) napupunta ako sa ibang dimension, ghad. Sobrang weird lang, haha, how I wish, makatulog na ako ng maayos sa mga susunod na araw. Hihi.
December 24, ayan na.Nagsisimula nang bumati ang mga tao, before the signals go fucked up and jam nga naman, ode mga nagsisipagbati na nga sila. :D Omg. Ang lonely ko, may load nga ako, hindi naman ako makapag-unli, and I didn’t exert too much effort na sa pag greet sa mga tao ng isa’t isa with a Merry Christmas, that’s stupid and crazy for me, lol. For I know, and I believe, sobrang understood naman na.. Wait, not that I’m expecting for someone’s greeting, it’s just that, okay. I almost cried, for I thought my Christmas would be complete, well, I know it’s complete naman na talaga, pero.. May hinihintay at hinahanap nga lang talaga ako. Pero wala e. Fail, ibang tao.. Dalawang ‘special friends’ guys in particular ang gumawa nun sakin, taking his position, well, I know he’s not absent naman, pero gosh. Wala talaga e, feeling ko. Effortless, walang wala dun sa naramdaman kong pagiging special ko dun sa dalawang lalaking yun, take note, hindi ko sila boyfriend, pero ganun nila ako pahalagahan. :”> Sheet. Kinikilig ako. Haha. Sobrang special ko pala sa kanila. (Ayiii. As if naman hindi ko alam) haha, pero yun lang, I wasn’t expecting na ibang tao pa yung gagawa nun sakin. Sobrang naspeechless naman ako. And well, nahurt din in some ways. Blahblah. Shut up. But yea, part talaga ng blog ko ‘yun e. That’s why I’m writing it now. Pagbigyan na. Haha.
In all fairness, sobrang naexcite ako for this Christmas, nung 24th evening, for I know, we’ll be celebrating it still with Mama. I know naman na though she passed away already, kasa kasama parin namin siya, never naman niya kaming iniwan. Nafifeel ko, although hindi naman sa scary way, pero ayon, naiiyak tuloy ako. Namimiss ko si Mama. :’( Sana talaga, kasama pa namin si physically, pero life must go on. I know, we’re not celebrating Christmas na malulungkot kami, for I know, malulungkot din si Mama. Gusto niya, maging happy kami. Kaya pinagbigyan namin siya, kung kasama lang sana namin siya ngayon, ang difference is, we’ll be HAPPIER sana. Jesus is alive. And yes, Mama Mercy will forever remain alive in our hearts. Kahit hindi kami laging nagkakasama ni Mama, sobrang namimiss ko siya, what more pa kaya si Mom, and yung mga kapatid niya. I don’t know what to say, ayoko nang magreact. Kaya nga siguro wala nang naganap na speech from the elders nung reunion e, kasi ayaw na nilang umiyak, and yun nga, nasa isip din naman naming lahat na, we’re celebrating for our family, and of course for her. :)
December 25, maaga kaming nagising lahat. Kasi magsisimba. And sa mga bagets, syempre, modeling time. Haha. To my surprise. No! Shocks. ‘Twas raining hard outside, paano kami magsisimba, sobrang daming tao pa. Nung nasa may labas na nga kami ng simbahan, pinabalik nalang namin, and we decided to attend the Mass nalang sa hapon or sa gabi, for the mean time, breakfast muna, and yesh, super frustrating for my part, nag-effort na akong magbihis and magpaka-glam. Haha, pero okay narin, I don’t think na super fab na ko nang ganung kaaga. So 3pm ang call time. Joke. 2pm pala, pupunta kami sa kabilang bahay, kina Tita Danila. :) ayon, as usual, dahil once in a blue moon nga lang kung magkita kita ang mga elders, may painom kagad pagpasok palang namin ng gate. Then, parang may meeting de avance na naman yung mga seniors. Haha, idk. They love it that way e. kami namang mga bagets, the way they used to address our generation, sobrang pictorial sa labas, haha, walang magawa kasi. Although yun nga, peg ko yung weather. Kasi, sobrang refreshing, sobrang windy, and may konting drizzle effect pa. Continue lang kami, and continue lang din sila. Hell yea, there were lotsa foods. Pero no waaay! Ayoko talagang kumain, hindi pwede. Chicken sandwich nalang. Haha, sheet. Ang killjoy ko e noh? I’m ruining the season. Hoho. Imagine, nakatagal kami dun from 2pm, hanggang 5:30pm at most yata, nang wala talagang ginagawa, kung hindi ang magpicture taking lang. Sorry na kasi, sabi ko na nga, magsasawa mga tao sa pagmumukha naming magpipinsan, ehem. Lalo na pala sa pagmumukha ko, kapag pinost ko yung mga pictures namin sa Facebook e. Yun nga, haha. Ayoko na. Magdedeactivate nalang ako ng account. :| Mukha ko e noh? Ganda ko lang. Wahaha.
For so long, after a year, nakapagsimba ulit ako sa Quezon. With the super indifferent length, Idk. Basta, sobrang haba talaga nung misa dun e. :) Okay naman, I had fun, kasi halos buong clan din naman yung nagsimba, first time kong magsimba na ganun kami. :) Haay, sabi ko na nga ba't super kakaiba and unforgettable tong mangyayari sa Christmas celebration namin e. Hinding hindi naman kami makakapagcelebrate nang ganito, kung hindi dahil kay Mama Mercy :) Hay. Nakakalungkot man, pero masaya narin. :) Sobrang once in a blue moon lang 'to e. Once a year lang, ang galing galing talaga ni Mama, right after Christmas siya umalis. Para siguro, may reason para makapagstay, and makapag reunion kami every 26th of December. Si Mama talaga, kahit hanggang sa pag-alis niya, kaming pamilya parin ang iniisip. Come to think of it, after all those things na nakapagparealize sa amin kung bakit hindi niya ginustong magpaalam sa bahay. Haaay. :) Sobrang sarap at gaan lang talaga sa feeling. Masaya naman, kasi nga.. As what the elders were expecting magiging mapanglaw ang pag-stay namin sa Quezon, pero 'twas totally a different thing. We had so much fun, we enjoyed a lot. Though, nandun parin yung feeling nang pagmomourn, but we all tried to avoid that certain vibe. Dapat, happy lang. Mahirap nang magkaiyakan na naman.
Night of Christmas, we started partying na. For the 26th will be the D day. :) Yay. We started with our mini party na sa bahay, swear. Nagkapasa ako ng sobrang dami sa left knee, dahil dun sa agawan ng pera. Haha, puro 100php pa naman yun saka 20php, wala akong nakuha, kung hindi isang 20 peso bill lang. Haha. Grabe, kawawa din yung mga batang maliliit kong mga pinsan e. We played Pinoy Henyo to the tune of 100Php, I picked Meg as my partner and ako yung manghuhula nung Pinoy Henyo word, may pinaghahawakan akong dignidad, haha, kailangan kong mahulaan yung word, kasi since then last year, hindi pa ako sumasablay, lol. Kaya this year, kailangan mapagpatuloy ko yung smooth beginnings ko. Haha, I thought hindi ko mahuhulaan e. Pero ayon, I was able to beat the time naman, and our Pinoy Henyo word was 'Sariaya'. Haha, sabi ko na nga ba, place e. Nadali ko rin. :)) Mahirap kaya kapag lugar, segue muna. :) Naalala ko tuloy, nung nagChristmas party kami ng mga kadorm ko, puro ako din yung nanghuhula. Tapos, kaming dalawa ni Ate Myka yung nanalo. :) Wala lang, proud player ako ng Pinoy Henyo sa mga parties e. Hihi. :) We started with our party, as I was saying, wala pa yung mga visitors sa kabilang bahay, kami kami palang.. Cousins and yung magkakapatid na Quejano, nagsimula narin kaming uminom that night, so meaning.. Wala na namang tulugan, emo moments with my girls cousins. Share our love life stuffs as always, and oo nga pala, I almost forgot, I felt like, being a baby sitter to my pamangkin, Karyn. :) She's super cute and pretty, smart and kikay pa. Swear. Nilagyan ko pa nga siya ng makeup e. :) I remembered her saying 'Mommy, I want to pee', naalala ko tuloy yung sarili ko nung nalasing ako nung Paskuhan. Sabi ko. 'I need to pee' :) grabe lang, yung feeling na, gusto mo naring magkaroon ng anak. :D Wahaha. Pero srsly, I love taking care, and watching out with those cute babies. :) Hay. Sobrang natutuwa lang kasi ako. I feel like having one, pero.. Hindi ko pa kaya, gusto ko lang mag-alaga. Haha. Don't get me wrong. =))May chorale pa nangaroling sa bahay, grabe. :) I ain't aware na, yung magaling na chorale pala sa simbahan, kamag-anak din ng mga Quejano, first cousin daw ni Papa sabi ni Mom. :) naamazed lang ako, ang galing kasi nilang magperform :) Sa dance rehearsals, talo ang girls. Alam ko naman e. Less practice, as in super on the spot nung contest, so.. I decided not to join nalang, for I know, they won't win naman. Haha, ang mean ko lang. Haha. Pero nung 26th, sumali naman na ako. :) Well, hindi naman sa nagmumukha akong pera, gaya nang sabi ng mga pinsan ko, haha, pero.. Ayoko naman ngang maging killjoy, kaya sumali narin ako. :D
The next day, December 26 na. Family Reunion, House Blessing and Mama Mercy's First Death Anniversary, all-in-one day :) WOW. The best, as in like.. Superb today. Sobrang nag-enjoy ang buong Quejano and Albrando clans. From the house blessing, lights and sounds. Catering services. :) Grabe, lahat nang 'yun.. Para kay Mama Mercy. :) We're truly missing her, like a lot. --We started the event ng 3pm na yata. Kasi naman, super hirap maligo, kasi walang water. As in, ode super late kaming nakapagprepare lahat. :) Eh, I have to dress up, then blow dry my hair, straightened it, and a whole lot more, lahat ng routines ko pa after taking a bath. Ahaha. Pero hindi ko rin naman nagawa lahat, wala nang time. Tsk. House blessing na :) I was in-charged sa pagtake ng pictures all throughout the blessing, like from the ground floor, second floor, hanggang sa third floor :) okay naman, namimiss ko nang maging photographer e. ;p High School days, photo journalism. Haha. Promise, super the best scene 'to e. So everyone's were like super serious and stuff, hanggang sa naging comedy, pati sa Father natawa at nagulat, dahil nga bawat part ng bahay i-bbless, sa bathroom, may tao pa. Si Jacob kasi naliligo pa. Haha, tapos, binuksan nila Ignacio yung door, nakalocked pa kasi.. 'Waaaah' nang sobrang lakas. Hahaha. Promise, sobrang burst of laughter ang crowd, sobrang nagulat e! Ahaha. Kung ako man 'yun, mahihiya na akong lumabas pa ng bathroom, lol. Pero okay lang, he's not aware naman na nagstart na pala yung house blessing. ;) After nung blessing.. Okay, eating time na. This time, I'm forgiving myself. I'm allowing myself to eat na, since, catered naman yung food. So no worries, I can only ask for a few servings on my plate. :) Yay. Okay naman, super mouthwatering yung mga dishes. Pero gosh, I drunk soft drinks, tapos habang nagpaparty, kain pa ako ng kain ng chocolates and chips. :| my ghaaad. Pig out talaga! Heck noooo. Like, asdfghjkl. Ang hirap magdetoxify after. (Feeler ako, dun lang naman ako kumain, feeling ko ang lapad ko na. T.T) Pinoy Henyo with everyone, kahit yung mga elders and seniors, kasali rin.. Hanggang dun sa mga pinakabatang members ng clan! Sheet. This is the best Christmas celebration we ever had :)
Dance contest, girls vs boys :) Guess what? We gotta hit on the floor--- Cause we won, this time. Kasali na kasi ako, hahaha. Charot, kapal ng face ko. Nagmodel effect and party girl dance steps lang naman ako. :D Hahaha. Walang pakialamanan, basta ang alam naming lahat, we had soooo much fun. To the tune of one thousand pesos, pinatulan ko 'yun. Nagsayaw ng teach me how to dougie, uminommmmm. Nomnomnom, basta. I partied so hardddd. :) Party 'til I drop. Kaya lang, hindi ako bumagsak e. Sabi ko na nga ba't strong na ako, after akong turuan ni Grace ng technique, alam ko nang hinding hindi na ako malalasing pang muli. :) The best yung mga party lights, as in.. Pang bar talaga, tsaka yung mga songs, si Kuyang DJ, magaling naman. Ahahaha. =)) with the visitors of my cousins pa sa labas, may mga tables na nakaset para dun sa mga magshshot, so I went outside, kasama rin si cousin, Ana. :) kaming tatlo nila Meg, ang Tres Marias, with her friends.. I dared someone pa nga, bottoms up yung Tanduay Ice e. Haha. Oh di ba? Ang tapang tapang ko nang mangdare. =))))))) Matapang ako, porket feeling ko, hindi ako malalasing e. Hihi. For the first time, yung kapatid kong si Jacob yung nang-alok ng picture with me, grabe pala yung kapatid ko kapag nakakainom. Malakas din e. :) grabe, first time nun, umakbay sakin, tapos first time kaming nagpapicture together nang free will niya. Omg talaga, I can't believe it happened. :) Ayon, bago mag 12mn, natapos yung party namin, pero.. Nagpasiklaban muna kami sa dance floor, everybody's we're like dancing super hard, squeezing their lungs out of the beat. :) Basta promise, first time 'tong nangyari samin. As in, kahit yung mga bata, sumasayaw. :) Grabe, I can't ask HIM for more, just by the mere fact na ganun sila kasayaaaa. Wow, heaven. Alam ko sobrang saya rin ni Mama Mercy for us, though there's a belief na, after a year, iiwan na niya yung lupa, papuntang langit, alam ko sa pag-alis niya, marami siyang baong memories, puro good and happy memories. At least, bago siya umalis, nakasama niya kaming ganun kasaya. :) Sobrang priceless, hinding hindi mapapantayan nang kahit gaano pa man kalaki yung nagastos sa bahay at sa mga events. :))))) Grabe the best. Peg ko 'to.
-Time of my life. Best Christmas ever. I can't ask for more. :*
4am na pala. :) Good morning. Time to sleep. (Hugs) I'm looking forward for a better New Year!
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