1:04am of Thursday, it's the 29th day of December. 3 days to go~
Lalala. For tonight, I'll be sharing about my dream, Idk. This is prolly my wildest yet sweetest dream ever, yay, super sayang nga lang, cause I only remember a few scenes, but all throughout that dream of mine, I know, I was damn happy, smiling for real. Like, omg. I can't believe my dream guy appeared on my dream. :o But, Idk. Srsly, I was too happy when I woke up, for I wasn't expecting that I'll be dreaming of such a sweet scene, with this guy and our friends. :) Mutual friends, I ain't gonna say exactly who is the lucky one, for I ain't that sure if I met him nor not. Lol. ;p I wanna keep it to myself, ang gusto ko lang i-share kay blogspot ay yung mga ka-sweet-an na naganap sa panaginip. Wow, heaven right? It made my day, kahit sobrang late na akong nagising, 4:30pm, super worth it naman, though hindi ko na alam kung anong nangyayari sa surroundings ko, and I haven't eaten anything for the day, ang importante, I was damn happy and fulfilled with what I was into. (blush) Shocks. Kinikilig parin kaya ako hanggang ngayon? Omg. Srsly, I'm starting to tremble, how I wish mamaya kapag natulog ulit ako, meron pang part two. ;)
Since then natulog ako kahapon ng 4am, I was slightly awakened ng around 11:45am yata, tapos.. Tulog ulit ako, sobrang hirap kasing gumising for real, for I was damn sleepy and lazy at the same time, ang sarap naman kasing mahiga at matulog, I was deprived from sleep e, kaya naman, all I wanna do is to largish my time with my bed, pillow and blanket. The best feeling ever. That was heaven, srsly, that was madness. Haha. :) 12 hours of sleep din yun o. Though I guess, medyo kulang pa. Pero, if di ako gumising, Idk what's gonna happen to me na after. :) Baka dumating na yung mga tao't lahat, tulog parin ako, I was left alone lang kasi sa house kanina, pero 'twas not a big deal naman for me, for I know, I'll be sleeping the whole day lang, and I wasn't able to come to our High School gathering narin, kasi nga, I was too exhausted pa from our trip, and with the fact na, these past few days, I lack sleep. For I was busy partying, actually, tomorrow, I've got plans of going out, but I'm not that sure, if matutuloy ba or not, lol. It depends, kapag nagising ako, ode go. But if not, sorry nalang. Ahaha. My friends have to ring my phone pa siguro if ever, they wish to pursue with our date. Yiz. :) Sabi ko na nga ba e, I know talaga na, someone's not into me anymore, for like, this certain someone's asking for a date. Trololol face. :| Fine, I'm out to date as well. Well, not with a guy, but with my group of girls, haha. Ang mean ko lang kasi, if I'll do that, though since I came back, there were lotsa guy friends texting me to go out, but I ain't giving them a response. Hihi. Anyway, lumalayo na naman ako sa dapat kong i-share tonight, maka segue talaga ako, super wagas. Me already. :) So here we go..
Omg. Ayoko, kinikilig talaga ako. Sa panaginip ko kasi, parang Boys Over Flowers na Meteor Garden yung dating e, yung dating lang na, sobrang tangkad ni guy, tapos si Jan Di, or si San Chai, kasing height ko lang, haha. :) though yung set-up is sa UST, grabe, sobrang pinaghalo halo talaga yung mga concepts, masasabi ko ngang dream lang 'to. Idk. Basta, for me, 'twas a paradise. I was with my girl friends daw, having coffee somewhere, then this guy called me over the phone. So, sobrang kilig na kilig naman kami ng mga friends ko daw. Well, wait lang, about the time.. Idk kung second year parin ako sa scene sa dream ko uh, pero parang hindi na nga yata, siguro mga 3rd year or 4th year na ako nun. Haha, whatever, fast forward e, parang pang future ko na talaga ;) basta ang mahalaga, super happy ako ngayon, feeling inspired and kilig to the bones ang drama. :) haha, to be exact, we were at Starbucks, making our thesis.. Then, ayon, habang kinikilig ako with the girls, kasi nga, tumawag sa akin si guy asking me out, hindi parin ako makagetover, after ko daw ibaba yung phone, tumalon ako sa sobrang pagkakilig, and after like, 15 minutes yata, nagring daw ulit yung phone ko, syempre si guy in my dream ulit yun ;) saying na nasa labas na siya. Eto talaga yung main effect dun e. He fetched me with his black and shiny volvo car (blush) Grabeeee. Kinilig ako dun, so lumabas na kami ng mga girl friends ko ng Starbucks, then he said 'Hello' to them, tapos yung mga girls naman, sobrang kinikilig daw for me. :) Oh well, sino ba naman ang hindi kikiligin? Nakasuot pa nga ng shades si Mr. Dream Guy e, tapos naka black na polo shirt. (haha. Eto talaga yung hitsura nung guy sa panaginip ko, sobrang manly and gentleman ng dating. AS IN). Sobrang nakakakilig, every girl yata, pwedeng mainlove sakanya, wait. Let me scratch that, nakakainlove talaga yung hitsura e. (blush) Parang si Dao Ming Su, or si Gu Jun Pyo ang dating. Promise. :) Pero yung hitsura lang 'yun uh, take note, yung boses niya, sobrang deep. As in, manly talaga. Medyo bad boy na may pagka good boy yung dating e :) Basta, he's the perfect man, well, at least in my dreams, nakakita ako ng ganun, at naka date ko pa. :)
He opened the door of his black shiny volvo for me. Paaaksheeet. Ang sarap magmura sa panaginip ko e, as in. Bakit ba ang gwapo at sobrang gentleman nung guy sa dreams ko? As in swear, tapos kasama daw namin yung mga girl friends ko, then may mga sinundo pa kaming ibang friends na kakilala ko rin, and I guess, well, Idk kung kakilala niya, kasi.. Honestly, hindi ko alam kung kilala ko si Mr. Dream Guy sa panaginip ko, kasi naman, basta. Swear, totally, never ko pa siya nameet. Parang artista talaga e! Ahaha. Ang fail, parang sobrang impossible na mangyari, pero. Walang pakialamanan, peg ko 'to e. =) Hahaha. Then, nagpunta kami sa isang mall, and Idk kung anong mall yun, lol, but unfortunately, hindi kami nanuod ng movie, pero. Ghad. Sobrang pang kiddo, pero sobrang sweet ng dating sa akin, nag arcades kami, basketball and car racing in particular, while I was the one shooting the balls, nakahawak lang siya sa waist ko, assisting me, and then sa race car naman, inaalalayan niya rin yung kamay ko, and then nag ice cream pa kami, we were seated with my friends, tapos, sinubuan pa niya ako. Then, nag fine dinning kami sa isang restaurant. Melodramatic yung scene, with matching violins playing pa, as our background music, eto talaga yung nakakahimatay e, he asked me out to dance.. He held my hands, and my waist. We didn't to the entire song, pero, we were just like, staring at each others' eyes. Sobrang kilig na kilig daw ako, habang tinititigan niya yung mga mata ko. Swear, hindi ko alam kung pang future ko na ba 'tong panaginip na 'to e. Sana kung panaginip lang talaga 'to, hindi na ako nagising e noh? Haha. Kasi. Sobrang the best, sana nga.. Mas mahaba pa yung panaginip ko, Tapos, gabi na.. Nag joy ride daw kami.. Habang nakabukas yung windows ng car niya, sobrang lakas nung hangin, tapos kumakanta yung mga kaibigan namin, kaming dalawa naman daw, magkatabi lang, tapos magkaholding hands, kasama yung mga friends namin, pumunta kami sa isang deserted place, as in, yung kami kami lang talaga yung tao. Basta sa malayong lugar and I'm not so familiar with the place, e madilim na nun, nilalamig daw ako, tapos, hinubad niya yung black leather jacket niya for me, then sinuot niya sakin, nag-usap kami, about ourselves, tapos.. Gumawa siya ng bonfire para mainitan kaming lahat, then, tumabi ulit siya sa akin, tinititigan niya lang ako, habang nakatingin naman ako sa mga dried leaves, yung mga friends daw namin gumawa ng tent, tapos.. Iniwan kaming dalawa ni Mr. Dream Guy na nakaupo sa iisang log, magkatabi. Yung deserted place, parang island, tapos may mountain and falls, inakyat and naligo daw kami dun. Naghabulan kaming lahat, tapos, ako yung lagi niyang hinahabol, niyayakap niya yung waist ko, tapos binuhat niya ako. Habang inaasar kami nung mga kaibigan namin, binabasa pa nila kami ng tubig na bumabagsak mula sa falls. Then, nung bumaba na daw kami ng mountain, para bumalik sa mga tents namin, gabi na yun, nilagnat daw ako, then Mr. Dream Guy, take good care of me, tinabihan niya lang ako, tapos niyakap all throughout that night. Sobrang sayaaaaa. Sobrang kinikilig ako. Perfect date 'yun. (blush) Tapos, wala na.. Naputol na yung panaginip ko, nagising na ako ng 4:30pm. Sayang lang. Hahaha. Akala ko talaga, totoo na 'yun e, panaginip lang pala, oh well~
Grabe, super weird talaga. Kasi, parang pang future e. Iba nga naman talaga ako kapag nanaginip. May mga tao sa panaginip ko na kilala ko, pero meron din namang hindi ko pa talaga kilala. Idk, kung bakit nandun sila sa panaginip ko, well, maybe.. Mamemeet ko din sila in the long run. For now, nashare ko lang yung reason kung bakit ako inspired at kinikilig buong maghapon. Idk if I have to consider this as one of my phantasms lang, pero, sana magkatotoo. Sana talaga. I'm hoping. (fingers crossed), kasi hindi man siya sobrang expensive, sobrang romantic naman nung scenario ng dream date ko. :) How I wish, mameet ko si Mr. Dream Guy, nacucurious tuloy ako kung sino siya. Haha. :) Omg. Srsly, naexcite tuloy akong maging 3rd year or 4th year ngayon. :) Ahaha. The best dream ever. Ang saya ko lang.. :) Sobrang umaasa akong makita ko si Mr. Dream Guy.
-1:43am. Nice time. Meaning, I love youuu~ Gosh. Ano ba talagang ibig sabihin nung panaginip ko na 'yun? :)
When we are motivated by goals that have deep meaning, by dreams that need completion, by pure love that needs expressing, then we truly live life. :)
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