FIXING A BROKEN HEART

"I don't need someone who makes my heart whole. Instead, I need someone who will never let me feel broken."

Saturday again today. Exactly a week, after I made my mind, to live my life on my own again. To be simple, and go back to the old "nerdy" me. Because I know, after all these things, after all the pain and hurt I was in the previous week, now I can wear a real smile on my face again, the prettiest curve that you could ever see. No more dramas at night, no more falling tears over my pillow, but you can't break it, I can't still resist myself from listening to melancholic and sad love songs. Oyea, sounds so weird as it may be, but this is the way, I want to enjoy, and uplift my souls. Listening to calming and soothing songs. After all, this is the genres I'd always want to listen to. You really know where to start, fixing a broken heart, you really know what to do, your emotional tools can cure any fool whose dreams have fallen apart. You make the loneliness easy to bear, soon the rain will stop falling. Baby, let's forget the past, cause here we are, at last.

Two days had passed, yet, same song's played on repeat. I never knew I can hold on for this long, I don't know, it's still quite quick still, with just a week, but everything's flowing smoothly now. Little by little, the pain and the tears was diminished. Kept on reminding me, that although I'm single, I'll always be loyal and faithful to one. That whoever that person in front of me, no matter how hard they try to please and court me, I'll never be persuaded. Cause, I am not easy to bear with, well good luck, if you just guys learn how stern and peevish I am. Eventually, you'll learn to get rid of me. Friendly reminder, it isn't always about the pleasing and angelic looks, sometimes it's also about the happiness that you can give to a person. (Tandaan, mahirap maging rebound. Oo, masasabi ko na madaling pumasok sa relasyon, pero hindi madaling sabihin na, sinagot ka nga, ibig sabihin nun, mahal ka na talaga niya) Trust me, it's so difficult to read a girl's mind. Especially, if you'll go gotta attempt try reading mine, I assure you, with less than a week, you'll go crazy thinking about me. :)

So as early as now, I'm trying to save you guys from tears. Please, stay away from me. Or else, you'll experience the most painful rejection, once I dump you off the trash bin. Hahaha, kidding. What I just want to say is that, if you really want me, like me, or even love me (which I somehow doubt, it's easy to say, but it's very hard to distinguish. Cause there's a huge difference between like and love :p) all you have to do is wait. It's final. No more boy friends, not until I graduated AB Philosophy in the NEAR 2014 :)

I may allow suitors in the long run, I "may" entertain some of you when I get bored of this dull journey, cause I know, there will come a time that I'll feel that way. Being alone, and bored, and being helpless. And you'll all feed me with all your adoration and idolatry. But am telling you, my heart is already reserved for that someone special. :) So, here we are, get ready for your back up plans, make me love you, (you might not know, that "maybe" I'll fall for some of you. :p) But good luck, there's a big barrier along your way, you'll have a hard time, reaching for my heart, and winning my love.

You really know where to start, fixing a broken heart.