SWEET SORROW

If people will hate you for what you have done, then they were not able to see who you are now. It is impossible to like someone when you know that that person already did something against your will, or that that person was not able to attain your “standards” when all along, no standard must be given at all. The people who hated you for something that you did in the past means that they can never accept your flaws, considering the fact that no one is indeed perfect. But what makes humans perfect is the way they are able to make mistakes, and when they fall down, they find ways to stand back on their feet again. Failure is what keeps them motivated, motivation is what keeps them going. And if someone was not able to accept the failure that that person did, neither can he accept himself when he commits the same mistake against or prior to his will.

Oh. Flashbacks. I hate to remember you. But in so far as I believe that I am being, can't help but to resist, and again, makes me remember so many things from the past again. It's been a long time since I last opened this blog site of mine. I guess, this will only be my second entry for the month of August. Although, I've had experienced so many things this month. As in like, new realizations and thoughts. New learning that serves as an eye opener for me to change my bad habit. :) I don't know, and I can no longer remember the things that actually happened to me. I was just too busy the previous weeks, that's why, this long weekend, is that only time for me to sit down on this couch, and write something again. I know how much my online diary misses me so much. :) That's why am here, trying to fill up, all the emptiness occurred. But, am so sorry, this wasn't easy, can't get to write everything anymore. But I what I really want to share now- Is that am really happy. So happy that I can no longer ask anything.

Sweet sorrow. There are times that am feeling sick and weak, thinking of all the problems I have in life, but thinking again, deeper, makes the difference. Still, am very fortunate cause I am so much loved. :)

Thank you, Lord. :)