WHAT IF I GAVE UP ON YOU?

What if I gave up on you?

Would this mean that I hated you for who you are and how you mistreat me? No, baby. I guess not. But this feeling keep on disturbing every piece of me, saying how stupid I have become, letting you destroy the life I had before you came. Oh baby, I guess I should never let go. I should never give up on you because you became a part of my world. But what if I have given you up? How will I suppose to welcome every sunshine without texting you “good morning”, without telling you my activities for the day, without kissing you through the phone? Dear, how will I suppose to travel around areas without thinking that we once walked on that street with a smile painted on our faces? How will I suppose to tell you how much you are loved, or how much you’ve caused me?

I guess I’m not ready for letting you go. No, not yet. And never.

While, seating along this couch, I was able to think of thousands of thoughts, staring blankly ahead and think of you.. Here's a song or a poem? Hahaha. (basta ang alam ko lang, I dedicate this for a person so close to my heart, wala pang tono, kung pwede mang gawing kanta. ;p)

I.
I was awake with tears in my eyes
Don’t know what words to say.
My hands, my hands, dried with confusion
Can’t speak up loudly today.
Because I’ve fallen, fallen, fallen in love with you.
And I don’t know, don’t know what to do.
Tell me how to raise and move my life alone?
Tell me how to resist the pain, oh no…

Chorus
So I said bring it on, bring it on baby, bring it on.
Because yesterday’s just a dream and tomorrow’s my day.
A chance for me to rise and see and fall
A chance for me to rise and see and fall for you..
Again.

II.
You’re bad, naive and immature
You can’t take all the doubt.
We can’t help but fight and fight for more
For something we deserve.
Because I’ve fallen, fallen, fallen in love with you.
And I don’t know, don’t know what to do.
Tell me how to raise and move my life alone?
Tell me how to resist the pain, oh no…

(repeat chorus 2x)

So bring it on, bring it on, baby bring it on.
There’s no use for me to quit.
Baby, baby you’re the reason I live.
Yesterday’s a dream, tomorrow’s my day….

(repeat chorus)

So baby, baby, baby…
Bring it on for me..
Today.

*If you can suggest a tone, please do use my lyrics and I’d be glad to post your voice here. :> (Hahahaha.)
Thank you!