WITH A LIPS, SEALED WITH A KISS

As many times as a blink I'll think of you, tonight. I'll think of you tonight. When violet eyes get brighter. And heavy wings grow lighter. I'll taste the sky and feel alive again. Oh ghaaad. Hell yea! Would you please just wake me up, and slap my face. Then tell me, if am just dreaming. Haha, I couldn't just believe how happy I was yesterday, yea, seriously, though I've got this vegetable body now, my arms hurt like hell for I played handball in the morning, having two guy partners, instead of having a girl one. That just simply sucks, substituting one for the other. I am not an entertainer to have two guests at a time. ;p Well, anyway, the real reason behind my happiness is that, finally am done with the world map that my "husband" ask me to do. ;p I was in the library that time and, we go back home, he took a shower and I changed clothes. (I almost forgot those precious paraphernalia of my body, we even had this smirk on our faces) Haha, anyway, he almost lose his patience, waiting for a cab to arrive, and yea, we ended up riding a van instead. Alright and at the same time, well, actually the best part of my day was that I was able to spend my day with him and his siblings as well. I was just like, super glad when I met them personally, cause I only get to see them over the web through Skype video call, a couple of months ago, and I really want to squeeze them all, especially Chase. They were all so cute. ;) Haha, as a matter of fact, when we entered the movie house, I immediately sat beside him and started pinching his cheeks. It's just that, my naughty "husband" exchange seats with Andre and Chase, for he was like, two seats apart from me. Haha, damn. Well, to be honest, I somewhat like the movie Green Lantern, it's just that, we weren't able to start it, so in the ended, I ended up, puzzled about some of the sitch that occur in the movie. :O Anyway, right after going out of the movie house, yea, I attempted lifting Chase, woah. He was actually heavier than expected. Haha, I thought he'll be somewhat lighter. ;p I had the hard time lifting him. Then, the kiddos, were like super damn bored, asking their Daddy to go ice skating.

So I was like, what the heck? Ice skating? Hell no. One of my traumas already. For I was able to go inside the ice skating ring for twice already, staying along the yellow sides of the huge sink. Haha, then there you go. After like, pleasing their dad, we ended up ice skating for real. Which is actually my fear, I don't wanna fall down again and get humiliated in front of a lot of people. (WAIT! Kinilig ako ng sobra nung si "husband" ko ang nagsuot sakin ng socks at nung ice skating shoes. Grabe, no reaction at all, it's just like, my heart stops a beat.) Hecky! Why damn so sweet? :"> You're making me fall for you even harder. ;p Shit bricks. Lalala. Please don't stop the music. ;) Whenever he tries pulling me at the middle of the ring, I was just like, "F. Stop it, no! No! No! Let go off me, let's go back there." (Haha, natatawa nalang ako sa sarili ko ngayon, am I a kid? Still screaming over about this fear of mine when I was still a little? Hello, am already, 18 years old! ;p) And oh, while waiting outside, trying to convince myself if I should go enter again, and face my fear, there was this guy in red, who stares at me, and threw me a smile, winking his eyes unto me, come closer to me and said.. "Miss, ang ganda naman ng view noh?" Looking down to my butt. So heck, I really hate guys doing that, I don't even know him, so instead of being there, I went to the ring instead. And he even followed me. :| I wanted to tell my "husband" about it, but I guess it isn't necessary, for he was first, a total stranger to me, and he was actually teaching his brother how to skate. So, case closed. I don't want to make a fuss about it. ;)

I actually enjoyed it, that every time I scream, and the whole world hears it. And I feel like, falling down, he's right there, ready to catch me, and hug me oh so tight. (A little foul, every time he hugs me, my skirts gets up. :| I feel conscious about it.) That's the best part of it, him, hugging me tightly, like there's no tomorrow. ;) Well, it's actually ten o'clock in the evening, and it's time to get out of the sink. Again, he removed the ice skating shoes and the socks for me. (GRABE! Yun kasi talaga yun e, he even told me. He's doing it, cause am a princess. .:""""> Shit! Alam mo kasi yung nakakakilig? Haha, kung di mo alam. Eh, IKAW kasi yun e! Haha.) By the way, I would just like to recall, how his siblings tried reaching out to me. Andre's so cute, asking me about random things about me, like, since when I was wearing this metal on my teeth and blahblah? ;p Denise' asking me to stay calm inside the ice skating ring, asking me to wear his Kuya's jacket. And Chase's kissing me in the lips and cheeks, hugging me and holding my hands right after he drank some water from the fountain. I felt really astonished on how they acted towards me. ;) and really, I miss having little kids around, playing with me. and it makes me really eager, as much as I want to be with them, but it's time to go home. Heart suddenly shattered, and again skip a beat.

I thank their father, for lifting me home and Denise and Andre for the day. I kissed Chase on the forehead, for he was already asleep, he feel asleep on my lap. And I miss a kid doing that to me, for a long time now. And with a lips sealed with a kiss of passionate love and care to my "husband", bidding a sweet goodnight. ;)- Cause I love him with all that I am, and my voice shakes along with my hands, cause he’s all that I see and he’s all that I need and I'm out of my league once again. ;)