Happy Birthday Mama Mary!
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| Happy Birthday Mama Mary!! :) |
I had a day well-spent with my family the whole day, and enjoyed shopping. Of course. The best part of the day. No! Actually the best part of the day is when I celebrated the Holy Mass, together with Mama Mary, at Loreto Parish church, with this lovely, yet cool priest. Like oh em. He was so funny, it's as if I was in a comedy bar, I even think he's gay. For he sang that "Nobody, nobody but you" song. Apart from a tiring, gloomy yet fruitful day... I really like it when I finally completed all my itineraries. Completing all the planned attire for my most awaited graduation shoot. I feel so pampered and lucky and loved. My Mom, even my brother and auntie's supporting me for my brilliant ideas for formal, fashion and creative shoots. I'm just too freakin excited already. Hehe.
I also had this realization, wherein I thought once again that it has been seven years. Seven long years.... I'm tired, just too tired to look back and feel the hurt, repeatedly. I just can't contain how I feel whenever I feel like, Mom's still breaking inside. I feel twice the hurt whenever she's like that. I just can't afford seeing her like that. Man, I just can't. If only I have the capacity to fight for her. Thing is, I just can't. It's because of Dad. I don't want to get mad at him, as much as I want to bury everything.... Bumabalik parin pala. I just leave it all up to GOD. I don't want to fill my heart with hatred. I just want to forget about this painful and dreadful experience. Hence, I offer to pray the Holy Rosary to pray for him, for us... Happy Birthday, Mama Mary. :)
I also had this realization, wherein I thought once again that it has been seven years. Seven long years.... I'm tired, just too tired to look back and feel the hurt, repeatedly. I just can't contain how I feel whenever I feel like, Mom's still breaking inside. I feel twice the hurt whenever she's like that. I just can't afford seeing her like that. Man, I just can't. If only I have the capacity to fight for her. Thing is, I just can't. It's because of Dad. I don't want to get mad at him, as much as I want to bury everything.... Bumabalik parin pala. I just leave it all up to GOD. I don't want to fill my heart with hatred. I just want to forget about this painful and dreadful experience. Hence, I offer to pray the Holy Rosary to pray for him, for us... Happy Birthday, Mama Mary. :)
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