TRULY, MADLY AND DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU~

May 25, 2011

"It's ironic that in life, the person who brings out the best in you and the one that makes you feel stronger is actually your weakness."

It's a gloomy day, yet a strenuous one to cool my day. Drizzle keeps on pouring over the rooftop, making me feel like, I have tons of blessings to thank God about, for He's continuously showering me with so much love and enthusiasm each and everyday. That though I don't ask Him, He's still here right by my side, and never leave me in despair. Same way I feel the love of my family, friends and the love of my life, making me feel stronger, giving me the drive to make me love them even more. ;) cause I've always got these numerous reasons to extract these three ventricles of my heart, showering them the endless love I can actually give. :*

That moment I told him, that I was some sort of feeling hanging the day we were together, we were actually supposed to see each other today, but due to our own some monkey businesses, we weren't able to find a way and see each other. 'Twas raining hard all through the parameters of UST, while Mom, Dad, Andrei and I were looking for our condo to stay in, in the near opening of classes, I hate to say this, but all through out that day, there's nothing nor no one else on my mind, except for him. He's always been the constant reason why my mind keeps on bugging my heart, I kept on missing his presence. Oh damn, this is hard, this is killing me. That never was this a point in my life that I wasn't thinking of him, he's never been off of my mind. AND ALL IS WELL. Though I wasn't able to feel his heartbeat, am magically sure, that my heart and his heart beats as one. That we're one and the same, still. No matter what happens. He's still the constant reason of my heart, why it's beating faster and faster every now and then he's right near beside me. The feeling of emptiness suddenly fell apart when I heard his sweet and mellow voice, keeps on reminding me how much he loves me. How much he wants to love me more and more. And it's getting deeper and deeper. Like, OHMYGHAAAAD. Now, I don't know, AM ABOUT TO PUFF, and AM ABOUT TO BURST~

I just can't hide this feeling anymore. Please, baby, handle me with care, cause I don't wanna fall for you this hard. NO, I mean, I don't wanna make myself fall even harder, to the point that it'll kill me~ Hahaha, shit, this magical feeling, I just can't handle, I just can't explain. And all my love I've been waiting for this someone to change me and make me feel so real~ And in reality, am REALLY, TRULY, MADLY AND DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU~