MARCH 16, 2011

Can we just simply freeze the moment? It's been a week, a week that I haven't posted anything here, I was actually finding this spare time of mine to dedicate myself writing blogs again. Good thing I could still remember what had happened. Still, fresh from my memory. So yea, I guess I have to start with my Birthday. The proper day itself, since it all started there, and I badly have to reminisce and see how that life changing moment of my life really has changed me into "someone" the real "someone" whom I guess everybody has truly accepted, despite all her shortcomings..

March 16, 2011
My Official Birthday

Birthday ko ngayon, happy Kaarawan. It's time to party. Haha. Oh well, I woke up late- sinadya ko talaga, knowing that's my day, it'll be for me. Oyea, still, got my hangover for last night, that VGA presentation prepared by my roommates, Ate Myka, Pam and Crissa, plus Jonah over the skype. Haha. =)) "I'll make it through, I'l make it through.. JUST STAND STRONG!" Although I didn't had a long rest, I was still fulfilled, for I feel real love from my real friends, my "SISTERS" Sa wakas, parang natupad narin yung kagustuhan kong magkaroon ng Sister, well, di nga lang isa e.. 6 pa sila, yung mga karoommates ko, na tanggap ako ng buong buo; lagi kong kasama 24/7, nasa iisang kwarto, alam lahat ng tungkol sa akin, wala nang tago tago pa. Kung ano talaga ako, nakita nila.. Kahit pa gaano ako ka-conyo, ka-aarte, ka-nerd at lahat lahat na. Haha. =)) Nothing to worry about, didn't attend my first class, English, too bad I wasn't able to see the huge greetings from my blockmates that morning. *Sighs* So, the moment I entered our classroom, all of them, were like singing their lungs out.. *Happy Birthday, Adrienne!* Damn, grabehan. I couldn't help myself, but give them a big smile, and unending remarks of THANKS! :) Thank you, 1 Philosophy for making me feel this special, for making me feel loved by my classmates, for accepting me for who I am, for believing in me, for not judging me. As in like, super thank you. (Di ko nakaexperience to nung High School ako e. Sa mga nandun nung gabi ng party ko, yung nakarinig ng speech ko, alam nyo kung ano yung sinasabi ko..)Had a lunch date with my girl bestfriend, Zhea at McDonald's, then after that, I asked her to go home straight already, for I have to regain my strength. I have to hear Mass in the afternoon, had my total full time power nap. 4PM, I went alone to the UST Chapel, it's as if, I want complete solitude. :) Am all at peace and chilled. It's past 5PM, somebody crossed my peripheral view, 'twas Michael. With that huge paper bag from Blue Magic, nako. As if naman clueless pa ako kung ano yung gift niya! Syempre, Blue Magic nga e diba? :P So ayon, right after mass, we went outside, stayed by the benches near the Seminary gym, I opened the gift, and oh, cool~ a super cute pink bunny. :) With soft and fluffy ears :) I called her: PINKY SWIRL. :)

When Dad texted, he said he was already outside my dormitory, I asked Michael to accompany me, then there, for the first time, they met. Haha. =)) Cheesy Ensaymadas and Pancit! :) Haha. Yummyyyy, Plenty of it. :) Dad's Treat. (Alam kasi nyang di ako kumakain ng pancit.) tsk, anyway, after eating upstairs, Ate Myka, Michael and I went to Starbucks P. Noval. :) First time we go there, for we always take Starbucks Dapitan, which is so close to us. :) Mom called me, I just realized, (bago nga pala ako ako matulog last night, I was thinking on how shall I celebrate my day without them by my side, my beloved family. So that made me really sick.) Not until that day comes, I felt the other way around. So much more that I was fully attached and exposed to the real world, the reality of my existential being. :)

Mike and I, parted ways that night. Telling how much we love each other. :> Indeed, I am really blessed by the people around me. Allowing me to feel this happiness. REAL HAPPINESS AND LOVE. :)