Bittersweet

I am happy, you're suffering. I am in joy, you're in sorrow. :) I just love the way how karma of Buddhism applies. I've been good after that break-up, I've been honest and clever. I know what I've been through, what we've been through all of these days. All of those months that we're together. Simply because, I hate this feeling.. I hate the fact that I have loved you. Until now, am still confused if I do still care for you. I ain't entering a new relationship yet after our love story, because I don't wanna be hurt ever again. I mean, I don't wanna fool myself anymore; I can't find the right words to say how much love I've given you. I hate you just like the way you told me you love me. But I have given you enough time, you just blew it all away. Sorry, I have moved on. I don't want you back.

I know I've got so many reasons and alibis for you dear suitors, I don't get to entertain you guys yet.. Because of this someone, I am single.. Yes, I am. But, my heart is already taken. :">