Lullaby

As many times as I blink I'll think of you tonight. I'll think of you tonight. :)) Damn, 'twas a night to remember actually, as in like. I am feeling so alive again, you know what I mean. Like, am on a Cloud 9. :)) BLUE and BERRY talked over the phone fer about two to three long hours, not minding the time, but as long as they're happy hearing each others' voices. And it simply makes my head popped of love, and bursting of this so much mushiness and happiness. Ooh, I am loving it.

'Twas then April 8, 2010. I just so happened to encounter a nasty problem, um. Just like, these weirdo faille I had been through. I composed a group message containing this feeling of doubt, hatred, frustration and depression. Like, I really don't know how to control myself then. People tried to reply, trying to comfort and see what's going on. See, am glad. People are concern. Anyways, of all the people, 'twas just Jared whom I gave a single reply, I mean, I gleaned a response. You know me, I don't simply give a cup. Except to people whom I truly trust. Then, he started his phone call. Like, 'twas a little early yet, 11PM. Ohh, then he was just like, saying, he's totally worried, and all. And my gosh. My heart wanted to melt, how sweet and thoughtful of my life? He's always been right there, whenever I needed him. My consummate boyfriend ever. And I am so happy to have him. Like, I love him, like there's no tomorrow. And he says, he loves me like yesterday didn't exist. :)))

Right Blue? An epic love team. We just now lack a fans club and the media. Haha. This is fun. If only I can describe in this every single letter word my blog, like, my love fer him him is sooo immeasurable. And honestly, of all those guys. Yeaa, he's the only guy I think best fits me. Like, we have several things in common, the interests and all. C'mon. We simply mesh. :)) I said, am so used of. Hm, him. Calling me every single cold night, making me shiver in a good way. :)) Falling in love fer him more and more. Like, I can no longer resist this feeling of mine. :) My sweetest addiction, my personal brand of Vivacious Ecstasy. (ecstatic?!) damn, I really don't know how to express it here. Just remember, a girl madly in love with his his guy, smiling very often, when she's thinking of him. :)) Like, she'd got every reason to smile and live her life to the fullest. Three long hours is still ain't enough, like it is still hanging. Haha. Though we both know, that we will always stay awake fer each other. :)) We have the reason to stay 'til morning dew. :)) Singing together is a crank. Haha, it makes my blood hyper and hyper. Like, he's my favorite drug. :)) Ooh. I sung Awake, Fall for You, Teardrops on my Guitar, White Horse, Crushcrushcrush and Glowin Inside fer him. Like, I have to make reciprocate what he had sung fer me the last time we do that concert thingy over the phone. :))

Him, singing. Makes me really smile. Like, I wanted to scream over my lungs out. Yeaa. Singing with him like there's no tomorrow. He just said- "you are the song I keep on singing over and over again." Damn, it made me wanted to fall into pieces. :)) am right. I am in love with the right person at a very right time. :)) I have all the guts and caress to tell the whole world how grateful I am to have him as my guy. :))

Yes, I am in love with the world, through the eyes of a boy, and his name is Jared Allen Constantino Cruz. ♥