7 HOURS :">

"Between contradictory terms; there is no middle ground"

I was just in the library from 11am to 3pm. Gaah. Imagine? I was able to withstand staying in the library for four hours. Oh well.. I'm a library person- especially when I am alone. I usually accomplish things on hand. So yea- today's Thursday. Library day. And happy Thursday.. Indeed.

Stayed in the library for four hours straight. Ain't minding the time.. Just chillin and busy with my academe stuffs. I just simply love it that way. No grounds.. No interruptions. Just plain me. Studying leisurely. I'm actually enjoying what I'm doing. So no worries. Yeah. \m/ Around 2:45pm- Zaf called me. Asking me where I was. He'll fetch me.. And we'll do the itineraries for the day. :) (Mehhh. No plan or whatsoever.. Just gonna enjoy each other's company) It's our second time today.. Like. Quite 'something' official. "Exclusively dating' or.. Seeing each other. :D Just that. But. Baaaah. I'm extremely happy.. And I just can't give ample reasons why. Maybe phenomenal reasons. :">

Seven hours. Roughly seven hours. We were together. I was with Captain Zaf the whole day. :)
No doubt- I super enjoyed my day with him. As in like. Omg. I can't deny it. My heart's starting race again. Like.. For real. This is such an awesome day. One awesome day with my Captain Zaf. :D Library (5th floor. Humanities- territory). Moon Leaf Milk Tea Shop. Fountain of Wisdom. Arch of the Centuries. Lover's lane. Plaza Mayor. Quadri Square. Quadri Fountain. McDonald's P. Campa. My place. :)

Omg. What to say? As in like? Is it right to feel something. Like. This immediate? This soon? Gaah. No. I'm no longer torn. Zaf's extremely sweet and I'm starting to like him. (paulit-ulit lang sa mga previous blogs ko e noh?) Sorry. I guess I'm not making any point here. Hahaha. But omg.. Just some more time. More time.. And we'll be completely okay. We're like.. Getting to know each other. ("Yung totoo.. Saab! Ano nang meron sa inyo ni Zaf?") "Friends. Dating?" Whaaat? Are we now dating? I don't know. Di ko kasi masabi e. Or.. We're just chillin. Hanging out and enjoying each other's company. (Friends normally do) Joke. Of course.. 'Friends'.

He thought I fell asleep na daw sa lib. Cause I ain't replying na. Plus.. I failed to answer his calls pa. Haha. I was quite busy lang transferring my notes and boo! I was really waiting for his text. Imagine.. He called pa. With matching sundo pa sa Humanities. 3 o'clock prayer. Nagstopped kami sa harap ng library. But I noticed something.. He's staring on me again. (Medyo naconscious nako ng konti. Gaah. For real? How do I look?) Mehh. Super pretty. Preppy get-up. Super girly girl parin talaga ako. Haha. Dress to impress? Yea. TO IMPRESS MYSELF. Di naman ako nagpapaganda para sa ibang tao e. Para lang sa sarili ko :)

Boo. :( From 3pm-7:30pm.. I was drinking my Milk Tea na. Omg. Turn-off kaya to? Gaah. Nawitnessed na niya kung gaano ako ka-turtle like. Pero.. We were talking like soooo sweetly pa naman that time. It's a bit awkward nga lang.. Kasi! Mehhh. Jason was also there. Turned out.. Kaming dalawa ni Zaf yung parang nag-dedate or should I say.. Getting to know each other stage. =)) Boo. Awkward. Two guys. Like. Over me? Gaaaah. So to be fair and square.. Medyo nagiging friendly nalang din yung approach ko pati kay Jason. Sobrang okay kami ni Zaf e. No idle times. Meron man? Kapag may ibang dumadating. Pero kapag kaming dalawa lang. Boom! Boom! :) Di ko alam kung kikiligin ako.. Or mag-memelt ba ako sa mga tingin niya sakin? Ehhh.

Saw a lot of friends pa naman earlier sa UST. First one: My SS! Of all people.. Siya pa talaga e no? Omg. Parang may sign. Blessing in disguise. Kakasent ko lang sakanya nung buong story ko sa amin ni Summer fling boy :) Siguro eto na nga yun. Then just a few steps away from the lib.. Jegs and Josh. "Saaberry!" Spell awkward nga kasi? I was with Justin. Jason. and Kevin sa Moon Leaf. So immediately texted Pam. Asking her to go there after nila magpractice kumuha ng dugo.

Random stuffs. Sobrang dami ko na namang nakwento kay Zaf. I'm a bit bothered.. Baka mawalan nako ng sasabihin or ishashare sometime soon. Kasi.. Ang tagal na ngang naming magkasama kanina. Imagine. 7 hours? Are we like DATING NA BA? I don't know. Sobrang di ko kasi alam. Pero I'm sure naman na kapag nagseryoso nako. Siya din naman e. Mutual lang. So yea. Di na masyadong mahirap. If ever we'll take it to the next level. :">

Fountain of Wisdom. Arch of the Centuries. Kwento kwento parin. Grabeee. Ang galing no? Di ako nauubusan ng sasabihin sakanyaaaa. Saan ko napupulot lahat ng 'to? Omg. Meron mang idle times.. Yet. Ang daling patayin e. Basta alam ko.. Super saya kong kasama ko na naman siya today. Buddy-buddy lang? Naaah. More than that. I guess. Sobrang di ko maexplain. Perooooo. I know.. We're getting there.

By the way. He met my Mom already. My brothers as well. Introduced him as friend. Omg. sumama talaga samin si Zaf no? Ang funny nga e. Nauna pa si Pam sa elevator. Nakarating siya ng P floor. Lol. Tapos.. Sa veranda nung condo. Skyline. Darkness. Sobrang romantic lang nung view. Actually. Kahit nga kanina sa Q park lang e. Tapos.. Magkatabi kami. Magkasama lang kami.. Iba yung feeling talaga. Ayokoooooo. Sobrang ayoko makaramdam ng ganito right away. Pero di ko kasi mapigilan e. :/ Ang hirap i-contain. Pero I guess what's important is that.. I'm pretty happy. He's happy. We're both happy with the company of each other. That's more than enough for now. I ain't expecting for more than that. YET. :D

What's important: We're now extra comfy with each other. No awkward and idle moments. Just.. Hard. to. Resist. Yea. I mean.. Every time he'll stare on me? Gosh. Parang ang hirap magpigil. :"> Seven hours. Thanks- Captain. :D