Anonymous

Sometimes I miss it. I miss holding someone’s hand. I miss being held someone’s arm and feel safe and secure. I miss those late night calls and late nights texts. I miss those tight hugs and not letting go. I miss those cute cheesy nicknames. I miss those uncontrollable laughs together. I miss sleeping on the phone. Cuddling is always the best. Showering them with kisses and acting silly together. Going out to places and make memories out of them. Playing video games, loser kisses winner. Teasing each other. Have those silly arguments. Those long stares into each others’ eyes. Cuddling in bed and end up falling asleep. Yeah sometimes, I miss it.



I hate the way I feel. I hate the way everything worked out. I hate the way I handled it all, Like an asshole. Why am I such a motherfucking stupid selfish person. Anyway, for the one this thing is for, whatever this is called, I’m sorry for the way I acted cause I’m such a stupid guy and I’m not good with that. I don’t know what it’s even called so i shall call it “that” or this,etc. Yeah,SORRY,thats what I should say. Cause I tend to be emo then overreact. After overreacting, I just lie down looking at the ceiling thinking “I shouldn’t have acted that way”. Then I get all sad again,somethings wrong with my mind. I think the herb has fried the emotions part of my brain, or I’m just naturally an ass. Then I start posting all those things about love and friendship and shit. I just overreacted again then cut-off everything, now I feel like shit cause I feel like I lost one (of the few) of the true friends I had who truly understood me,talked about real things with me,accepted me,cared for my well-being,and knew the real me. So now I’m saying sorry and trying to make peace AGAIN even though the peace was never broken but I just cut it off cause I’m an ass. So yeah, this is basically all the emotions I’m feeling compacted into a paragraph or something. I’M SORRY FOR BEING A STUPID BASTARD. CAN WE START OVER?