TANTRUMS

Bonifacio Day. My HS twinnie's Birthday. Another Shopping Day.

Yay! No classes for today. Of course, same with my Mom. So, we had a fun filled day today. As usual, family day is associated with 'shopping'. For like, each one of us, loves the new trends and fashion of clothes and shoes. It's as if, 'wala ng katapusan ang pagbili ng damit'. =)) Haha. Srsly. Idk, though I've got this tons of dresses that I haven't worn yet, I have this tendency of buying another, every time we go out. So yea, when I say, go out= that's shopping for us. :)

My Tuesday was super fun, for I can't imagine myself batting the ball 13/14 times. ;) Srsly, since 'twas my first time playing softball and I have no experience of such. 'Twas an achievement for me. Mehh, I just got a little bit offended, oh well, not really, but I guess, it super made my day. Haha. =)) when my professor asked me, 'Wala na bang ilalakas yan, lakasan mo naman, para kang hindi nag-agahan e'. Omg. Haha. For real, 'twas quite embarrassing, but yea, that's the way I roll e. =))

It's the last day of November, and the following day, Decemeber na. Ghhaaad. Idk, mixed emotions over here. No doubt, I'm like super duper excited for Christmas, (excited for the ramp modelling as well), but.. I'm a bit nervous and bit lonely. :(
Idk. I told you, mixed emotions nga e. Don't ask me nalang why, for I don't know what to answer din naman. =)) hahaha. It's just that, some things are already changing. Well, I have to admit, I'm damn happy with my life now, for I can proudly say that I'm now back to the old me. But at the same time, the old me na.. (Super brat and maldita na bossy, nagbabalik narin) and I hate to say these things now. Pero, Mom's a little bit disappointed na naman with how I act towards my brothers. Eh kasi naman e, it's not my fault naman. :( But since then, ako daw yung eldest, I have like, you know, to compromise and understand them nalang daw. Err. Srsly. Kung alam lang kasi niya kung gaano 'mas' brat pa saking yung mga brothers ko, ode sana she'll now, how hard it is, adjusting to them. :o Sorry, but I can't keep myself calm at times. I throw my tantrums so easily nga e. There are times like, I can't be level headed, as what Mom's expecting me to be. :(

*Sighs*

But at least, after all, 'twas a fruitful day, although medyo. Oh no, I mean.. Super duper tired and everything ako. I have to stand up and remain strong, kahit am experiencing a lot of personal issues narin at the same time. Srsly, I'm fucked up and bombarded with so many issues in life now. :( I just don't know how to find my way out, like shortcuts. Haha. But as long as, I have my family and friends with me, I bet and I know that I can surpass them all. ;)