So, it's been like, 12 long days since I last visited and posted something here. And I bet, you missed me so much? Don't you? Well, whether you admit it o not, I missed you so bad. So yea, I have to make up with you, and write something again. I don't know where to start na, but it feels like, you missed half of life, since those 12 long days had passed.
November 8.
Start of second semester, and I was like super excited to go to school. Well, not that excited naman, but, well yea, sige na nga. Sort of. Happy? :) It sucks to know that, I went to school super early, then I'll get to figure out that di pa naman pala start ng PE classes, the next day pa. So damn yea, I know. Totally fail. Buti nalang I was able to see and spent some time with my guy block mates. Terence, JP, Jessie and Arvin. We went to Starbucks for breakfast, then maaga rin ako nagpaalam sa kanila, for I felt like, masyado na naman akong nagiging chicks. ;p Puro lalaki na naman kasama ko. Haha. Well, di naman siya big deal or something, wala lang. I just have to go home early. Well, I attended Mass nalang with my Eng'g ex. :) I saw him sa chapel e. I forgot to tell you, I saw my latest ex nga pala, but di ko siya pinansin. Super casual talk lang. Like, "May PE ba?" I answered. "Wala daw" :) Then, yun lang. :) Hahahaha. Omg. Ang awkward kaya.
November 9.
Well, super normal day, just like yesterday. So far, I'm beginning to like my life. :) Parang ang fun ng second sem. :) No new faces, pero syempre, sad reality. Nalagas na naman kami. And, guess what? :) I transferred seat already, dun na sa may aisle. Nothing's so new with my block mates. Some comments like, lalo daw akong pumuti, gumanda yung hair, and lalong nagbloom, meaning? Haha. Well, in short.. Sorry na. Mas lalo lang gumanda, ganun talaga kapag Single. :) More time para sa sarili. :> And walang problem, no boyfriend, no problem kasi. Met new professors din nga pala. Since yesterday, Tuesday. Good thing, hindi na namin prof si Anonas. :) "Adrienne with an N". This is how my professor in Statistics calls me. Ang cool lang. :) Haha. And my Computer professor would like, always notices me. "Everyday new hairstyle", she even compared herself to me, that when she was in College, she was like me din daw. Haha. :)) etc. So Ma'am, kailangan icocompare niyo ako sa inyo? :) Chos.
November 10.
USTv Students' Choice Awards. No professor from 4PM-7PM. Ghad. So okay, same thing goes like nung Tuesday, so I expected that, they won't come na. So around 6PM, I decided to leave the classroom, for I have to see someone to return back his books. Still, it's damn awkward. Medyo hesitant pa nga ako to see him e. Srsly. I don't know why. I met him sa may chapel, for I've always been trying to go back to the old religious me, that right after my class, I go straight to the chapel. So yea, it's awkward when he hugged me. As in, and then, he accompanied me home for me to get his books, I changed my clothes, and we watched the USTv together. Still, spell AWKWARD, please? :) Haha. I don't know how to act. As in, should I act like how we used to before? SRSLY. And we ended up, like not that strangers. But I don't know how to describe it. Ang nafeel ko lang naman all through out that night was plain friendship nalang for the both us, like, nothing more na. :) but then, when he kissed me.. No comment. Di ko na alam kung ano yung naramdaman ko na naman. :)
November 11.
11.11.11 Okay. How I wish like, I can I wish for both 11:11AM and 11:11PM. Since it's the last day of the week, am still chilled. Even my friends. So, wala parin si Sir Olivar, no last period yet, nasa Korea pa kasi siya, he'll went back ng Monday pa. So, 'twas an early dismissal for all of us. Again, I'll be seeing someone, for I bet, we both missed each other, and still needs to make up with each other. :) My girlfriends Zhea, Jinny, Meg and Venus went to watch a play at the Educ auditorium, well free admissions naman, so okay narin. :) Just to kill the time. For I have like plans of going to the concert in the evening. Well, if not with him, then maybe I can with my girlfriends again, if ever like, he won't or he can't accompany me. We have an agreement naman that it should be our friends first e. Kesa dun sa kung ano man yung meron kami. Since like, we're no longer committed to each other naman na. :) So, anything goes. Come what may. If not, then not. :) Okay lang. But yea, with the heavy pouring rain, hindi na natuloy yung concert. Hanggang kay Ney nalang yung napanuod namin. Hell, nakakainis ng super. Wasn't able to see Khalil my loves. :( But 11.11.11 is still good to me, though hindi ko nameet yung mga gusto kong mangyari, ang mahalaga lang, and nakapagpasay and kompleto ng special na araw na 'to.. Was of course him. :) If not for him, then my 11.11.11 won't be that great. :) Namiss ko lang siya, and mahal ko parin siya. Yun lang masasabi ko. :)
November 12.
It's a Saturday, and I have to go home alone. Okay lang. Was able to rest naman last night, mahaba din yung tulog ko, so I'll be alright to travel alone. When I reached home, Mom immediately noticed some changes sa body ko. Ano daw nangyayari sa akin, bakit daw pumapayat ako? Haha. =)) Di na naman daw siguro ako kumakain, well yea. Since kasi I started drinking my meds, hindi na ako nakakakain. As in literal. I lost my appetite na. As in sa isang buong araw, halos wala akong kinakain. I don't know. Srsly. Ang weird, hindi ako tinatablan ng gutom. Highlight of today. Mom asked me, I mean, clarified something sa akin. And I told her.. "Of course, di naman siya madaling kalimutan e, and up until now, sorry Mom, but I still love him" :))
NOTHING FOLLOWS.
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