IT'S TOO LATE FOR YOU AND YOUR WHITE HORSE TO CATCH ME NOW~

Now it's too late for your White Horse to catch me now~

Catch phrase of mine, it's been a week. It's been a week since I last dedicated this song to all those people who supported me during the pageant. But this time, it's a different thing, I am dedicating this song.. To someone whom I guess it's not worthy of my love. Sorry, but.. I never thought it would be this easy for me to forget about him, with just a single snap everything turned out grey, I never thought I could make this things possible. Maybe because I have just this stronger urge in me, telling me "Stop the drama, it's leading you nowhere, you've been hurt. Both of you were hurt, and it isn't healthy anymore".

I know it's true, well, if it's not. My Mom won't react. I've been a good daughter, I follow all the errands that she asked me to do, not until I became to hard headed, and fell in love with this guy. I don't want to ruin my relationship with my Mom, that's why as early as now. I made up my mind, "I am giving up with the love that we have". Cause I'm not YOUR PRINCESS, this ain't a FAIRY TALE.

Sorry for giving up this easy and this early. For I believe, it isn't working anymore. Both physical and emotional, I've got bruised by you. I don't wanna end up hurting my parents and friends even more. Especially my Mom. It's enough that I've tried once, twice. But for the third time, I won't give a damn. And I solely believe and say.. "It's now OVER". No more chances of us making things together anymore. For there is no more US. I don't wanna be in trouble anymore, good thing, I am finally out, and slowly finding myself over you. If before, I can't get to stand myself, not talking to you, now I am doing good, and well enough to prove to myself that I made up my mind. I have a firm decision, to leave you. Finally, completely, and no hard feelings at all.

It's feels great that I ain't carrying a cross anymore, that my heart isn't filled with a lot of thorns anymore, for I am free~ I am free of you. Still, am glad. I made the right decision, for me and for my MOM. I am now feeling joy and so much thing to embrace about. I miss my friends, my life, myself and most importantly I miss my family so much~

I don't need a guy to complete me, and make me happy. For I know, I only need my friends and my FAMILY to make things right again~ I am young, I still have a long trek to run. I still have a lot of rooms of improvements to face, and by this, I am not regretting anything~

For the first time, I've been firmed to my decision! Yaaay. I'm so proud of me~ I FORGOT ABOUT HIM, SO EASILY. :D

~It's too late for you and your White Horse to catch me now~