We were once looking at the same sky, same moon, same stars.. Now the difference is, we're miles apart. And I can't do anything about it.
Shall hit the sack now. Will update this entry, soon.
Not today. But. Eventually.
Focus. Stop thinking about farming on YOUR boys.
I can't hid it. I know~ I know that I'm still wishing to the same sky. Same stars. Same moon. That it will be him. It will still be him. It's just that I know.. We're now miles apart from each other. Accept the fact that it's already over. It was my choice though. I brushed off him away. I screwed him (again). And that's it. There will never be a fairy tale like ending for our story. No more continuation. Just plain friendship. Or worse I even end our friendship. Cut everything in 'us' and erased him completely in my life. D:
I don't know. This gives me a little heartache. But I just can't control it. It makes me saaad. Sometimes. Wherever and whenever I am. I didn't leave you. It's just that I have to. I really have to. Or else I'll end up hurting myself for real. No underlying plans of investing more feelings for you. I thought you were once my Prince Charming.. But I know it can't be done. But I'll do it for sure. I swear to the same sky all gods and goddesses that I'll forget about you now. I'll no longer think of you. I'll move on soon. And be happy again.
Completely happy again. And so my heart races again. I'm torn. I'm befriending two guys. They're like.. The best of friends. It just happened. Feeling a bit guilty though. But. I can't do anything about it. False hopes. Both of them might think that I'm up for something. But all I want is just plain friendship. Nothing more. Nothing less.
But we'll see. What's like gonna happen in the long run. Smile. Just smile. :)
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