Spell Saab

October 25, 2014

Hi, 

I know it's been a while since the last time I posted something in this blog page. Now, allow me to share something  that surprisingly changed my views and perspectives about chances, about love, and about possibilities. I didn't see it coming, but unconsciously it all happened spontaneously. All in one day. 

Saturday, just a typical and ordinary Saturday, a day after a stressful week at work. I have a scheduled date with R and V. Both, at the same date. Supposedly, Friday. But you know how fickle minded I am. So I decided to have it the next day, instead. Plus, I have to meet my College friends in UST, too. So, I just took the opportunity to sleep and regain back my strength. 

The usual, I woke up late. I failed to attend to my zumba class, then checked my phone and yeah, have to rush the shower room and prepare to see my friends. Met Zhea, Inna and Bea. Talked about things, shared a lot of ideas and treated each other as if it was only yesterday since the last time we see each other. It's as if, college didn't slept off our feet together. 

It's almost 5 o'clock in the afternoon, I have to be at SB Intramuros to see R, but since he was already on his way, he picked me up in UST and we go there together instead. It was a short, but tough long drive. He's not the typical guy I used to hangout with, maybe he's a little different... in his own way. He's business oriented, intellectual, well-driven, smarty pants, independent, bad boy, but most of all, gentleman. 

It was like, love at first sight. I felt butterflies in my stomach, all over again. Slowly lingering on me, over intellectual talk, and coffee, at the perfect ambiance, and the solitude of the sunset, slowly succumbing our very being. It was totally magical. I never felt better, until he laid his hand on me, while he was driving... with such a toxic traffic, and this really caught me! He knows his way to my heart. The Notebook. 

He's a business man, having his own coffee shop, a law student, a coffee lover and an intellectual enthusiast. But he's just too perfect to be real. Well, there are really three reasons why we have to meet a person. 1) To teach us a lesson to be learned, 2) To change us either for the better or the worse, and 3) To change our relationship status, and be with you for the rest of your life.

I wouldn't want this day to end, it's as if I living in a dream full of magic and glimpse. Until, he lifted me home and take another ride with V. 

We spent three long hours together, talking about us. Fixed everything that needed to be fix, and forgave each other. I don't know, I have let go but I didn't surrender. Just that, I think now, things are different now. I was happy though. I wish he'll find his own happiness, too. 

I have to admit that I missed his kisses, I know that last kiss stole the last breath from my lips, but I don't know if it would actually tear us apart. I wouldn't want to lose the friendship though, but I know we both like each, and we just can't admit it to each other because we don't want anyone to get hurt. 

Anyway, back to reality. Tomorrow's Monday, and I have to work my ass off again!