KEEP HOLDING ON

Never expect, never assume, never ask, and never demand. Because if it's meant to be, it will just happen the way you want things to be.

Since there's this rumor spreading all over the web, that tomorrow's the end of the world. Oh yea, 21st day of May, 6 o'clock in the evening, US time; 10 o'clock in the morning in Philippine time. I'd like to dedicate myself sharing some stuffs about what's inside me these past few days, am really sorry if I've been some sorta away, for I was like kinda busy kindling and isolating my emotions into a compact excessive seizures causing my brain to it's outward effect of as in like, widely dramatic thrashing of heart unconsciously. (Haha, anyway, sorry for being such a nerd hermit concho, just trying to express what's on my mind. ;p) Well, this time, I don't want to talk about anything more related to what my heart says, you might just get too much of it, and unconsciously puke them all out at the same time. Cause see, for the rest of the months, since then I started blogging again, all you see is vaguely all about him. I'm sorry, but I guess, I just have to lay my head in the bed, and when I have to wake up, it's still him whom I'll see. Touch his lips and hug him for forever. *Baaaaam. Here we go again, I told my self not to*

Anyway, few weeks left, and it's back to school again. I don't know what to expect, and how to feel about. It's like killing me, knowing that am about to live my Sophomore life, apart from my soul sisters (my roommates last academic year) it makes me said every now and then, that when I have to think of it, we won't be having this luxurious time to be together again, share our laughter and tears all at the same time, I don't have to pretend that I'm the happiest and a perfect groomed lady when am with them, cause I have to admit it, I ain't perfect, am just an ordinary human, born to commit mistakes, I love them so hard that I can't afford to miss every single moment that I wish to have with them. I'll miss those long sleepless nights that they've caused me whenever we have to, talk and laugh the whole night, without minding that tomorrow's another day; a day of a hell. For tomorrow, we have a set of quizzes, but since we are all together, we don't mind those, what's important is that, we're having fun. I'll miss the outings, as in overnight stays in each crib's. I'll miss those pig out inside our room, it's always Ate Myka and Pam, who'll always bother asking us to eat. ;p That, when they're not around, we don't know the word, *eat* well, thanks to them that I was able to succeed with all my endeavors and most of all with the last semester's tragic. I've been so much through, we've been so much through. They made me feel like am the happiest and gayest person in the whole wide world. They'll always remain here in my heart forever. I miss them so badly. :'(

They reminds me of this song, whenever I heard this song playing, tears were flowing like a river unconsciously. *I'll make it through, I'll make through*


So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do


There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on
Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

I'll always remember how they pretended that night that they don't know that it's my birthday the next day, that they even have to ignore me, just to make sure that the surprise VGA thingy for my 18th Birthday's a blast, and how they did all sung it in front of the special people in my life, that very special night of my debut. Ohh, it makes me sad, they're making me sad even more. Knowing that I won't be able to be spend my life with them anymore. We're going our own separate ways already. And it makes me sad even more that now, we have to face the truth that, it'll all be different now. :'( But how I wish I can still spend some time with them this coming academic year. How I wish it'll still stay all the same. I love them so much. :'( I am missing my soul sisters so badly. *Seriously, it's breaking my heart, now that am thinking about them*