NOTHING'S GONNA STOP US NOW

It's a shame that it had to be this way, it's not enough to say am sorry, maybe am to blame, or maybe we're the same? But either way I can't breathe. All I had to say is goodbye, we're better off this way. We're better off this way. I called it breakup, because it's BROKEN. Yea, it's broken, but why'd you keep on insisting yourself to me? I told you, I want you, completely out of my life, but you never did. I cried for you several times, that even my friends witnessed me crying over a guy. OVER YOU. (Which is so embarrassing for me, cause I am this type of girl whom they see as stone, a stone in terms of getting into relationships, I used to dump guys easily without having any second thoughts, but this time, I don't know what's with you, that I can't afford to lose you.) I have to admit, you two are different, but you're heading better than him~ NOW. My family sees you to be this future man in my life, that they even asked me to tell you, just hold on, wait for me and then, we'll be together after. I told myself, it'll be fast, 3 years would be a short lived for the both of us. I told them, I can wait. I just don't know if you too, could wait. Cause on top of everything's my priority. My studies, it has always been my studies, sorry, but I just have to make a choice, a choice not between the two of you, but a choice that would set things right. Maybe you were thinking.. (Kating kati na ako palitan ka..) But that isn't true, I did leave you, for your own sake, for the sake of a better us.. We might just don't know, in time, it'll still be the two of us.. (Though tutol silang lahat sa relasyon natin, am referring to my friends, I don't care.) Though they're saying.. You don't look good together, just stay the hell out of him, he won't give you any good. (Nadala naman ako sa sinasabi ng iba, kasi naman, halos lahat sila ayaw sa'yo para sakin, pero, ano bang magagawa ko.. Mahal kita?) You've caused me too much pain, that I don't even know how to describe it, I have sacrificed a lot already, especially on my studies, (Ms. Studious, Ms. Nerd, where on Earth are you now? Saan ka na ba dinala ni Michael? Di na kita makitaaaa.)

I hope you understand why I have to do this, it's not that, I don't love you anymore, cause actually, there's no point in lying nor denying what I still feel for you, cause no matter how hard I try to convince myself that I really want you out of my life, it's as if my heart's saying.. "It's the other way around". Congratulations, Dude. You've got what you want. My brothers likes you better than him already, you've proven them how much worthy of my love you are. That you're worthy to be a part of what we have. I am happy for you. Well, am so sorry too for everything.. For being so insensitive at times, I just want you to know that am still young, I want my life, I want freedom, we're still young, right? Let's make the most of it! (Ayokong pang tumanda at mag-isip ng masyadong malalalim na bagay para sa hinahrap.) But as of now, I guess, I've made a right choice, cause I really have to. I want you to change, I want you to learn and I want you to realize that, not all the time, it's all about you, you're not good at everything, you're still young, you don't know EVERYTHING. So don't speak as if you does. :)


And we can build this dream together, standing strong forever, nothing's gonna stop us now, and if this world runs out of lovers, we'll still have each other, nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us now..


I love you. There's no point in lying nor denying. But then again, I ain't ready for a commitment yet. Let's wait for the right time, the time when we could face each other, when your eyes stare mine, and we'll both say.. "Yessss. We've conquered all these obstacles, now we're back together, back into each others' arms.. FOR GOOD. That no one can ever tear us apart. :*