Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Apertheid


Sometimes, the questions were too complicated, yet the answers should have been as simple as white. I could have never imagined how anxious my feelings are, as of the moment, hmm, I feel kinda sick. Though I don't get to show it to anyone, but me. I feel depressed for no particular reasons at all. I feel empty, for no varied distinctions of lonesome. I feel confused, I get irritated at these very simple little things. Generally, I really don't know what's with me. Now, I can't hear nor see my forecasting shadow of bravery, I believe I still have you, dreams.. But, bravery had seemed to leave me so soon. I can no longer feel him. :/

Another factor, a detrimental one. There is this someone, claiming that he is my current boyfriend. How so? How did it happen, while me, not even knowing that we are together. Haha. Freak, you're such a deviant! Heck with you! Please. Stop spreading false "intrigue". I never accepted nor allowed you to court me, then I'll hear these hearsays, that you said, "I am your girlfriend?". Oh, please dude! Wake up.

Anyway, I feel incomprehensibly unremarkable. I can't make it for tomorrow's last day Intramurals in my Alma Mater, St. Mary's College of Baliuag, Oh. How I miss you badly! :/ Fellow Marians, whomever of you reading this.. Please say a hello for me to HER! :) I miss being called the "Miss President" of my fellow High School students, as in big time! :/ How I wish I'll be able to see you, really SOON! :/

No classes on Friday, yahooooo! :)) Although I am kinda bitter, for we, attending the AM classes still needs to go to school and have our regular classes. Oh, this is strike two! Damn. :/ Hahaha. Just done with my review in Literature. Got my quiz tomorrow, so.. Am well off to sleep now.

Good night Tumblrers! :))

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