Should I Stop Walking?

Philosophy and Psychology

"Should I stop walking?"

Did you know how far we've become? How distant we were since.... I wouldn't want to recall anymore. Let's just analyze them together, well... Philosophy and Psychology view the world in the same way. Don't they? So both you and I would take the view that unexplained phenomena are simply that and no more. Things we haven't yet explained but for which there is either a current explanation in terms of our existing understanding of things. Or for which an explanation may emerge in the future. But of course, we must be judgmental, when there is something to be judged. One must be discreet, a good work, once drawn attention to by it's author inevitably became an exercise in self-congratulation. Hence, I could not defend the indefensible. Perfection implies an agreeable neighbor, because many waters cannot quench love, neither can floods drown it.

Mortal, guilty, but to me? The entirely beautiful. We have to doubt, thinking is doubting. It amounts to the same thing. Nevertheless, it is so easy to do the right thing when the right thing involved are just words. Deeds might be difficult. Yes, deeds might be difficult. :) Two hours. Oh man, we were together for two hours and a half. Met him by the statue, walked and stayed in this Korean place to eat. Talked about things, and yeah. Realized so many things after that talk I had with him. But in fairness, he made an effort. And I appreciate him for that. All the way from Taft, to Espana. Yes, I know this is what you call "real" effort. Haha. But the thing is, blocking him Facebook and Twitter helped me a lot to get those feelings I used to have for him. It was successful. I felt nothing after I had such encounter with him again, no more racing of heartbeats, no more kilig feels. Nothing, just nothing. Now, I know he's just an ordinary friend to me. Finally, I reached the end. I never knew I would reach this phenomena. I thought it was impossible, but yeah. Thank heavens. :)

Still thankful for that wonderful opportunity that we had the chance to meet, and talk, and hangout again. It's been awhile. No awkwardness, it feels great though. Hence, I know I have a different dilemma, it's as if it was transferred to the guy next him, to that ex beloved of mine after him. OMG, I know delayed reaction forever. I have this tendency, I know. And it's misleading. Hahahaha. Poor me. But I'm carrying all these things on. :) Still moving forward. BUT I'M JUST KIDDING. Haha, all these time, I've been stoic already. I don't care, I don't even know how to love, how could I even say all these things, right? O.O