Perfectly Happy

First of  November. ❤️

Beautiful creatures

Hello, blogger is back on keys. 

What about giving a toss for the fantastic hug November has approached me? I was shocked, I wasn't really expecting for such grandiose happiness, no. It wasn't just happiness, it was JOY. Genuine happiness- November, surprisingly has given me. 

Six days yet, since I came here in Sariaya, Quezon. A place which I could perfectly consider as my "home", not because of any lame and cheesy reasons. But for one thing-- MEMORIES. All the memories built in this home was extravagant. That is because of our late grandmother, Mama Mercy. All we know is that although she's no longer physically around here with us, she, together with our late grandfather are gleefully watching over us there from heaven, with the Lord.

Again, although I was away from my usual routine, I learned to love the changes for a week, and if only given the chance, I really want to freeze the time, in order for me to prolong my stay here at home. Still, I consider this as my FIRST HOME although we have our own at Bulacan and in Manila. Here in Sariaya, everything's completely different. I feel so much alive. I feel so loved, and totally free. 

Apart from the pollution and noise barrage in Manila, Sariaya is the best place to unwind, source of pleasant ways of distressing oneself. Fresh air and cold, freezing water. Friendly climate, without a need for air-conditioning units. Damn, I'm really loving my stay in here. Too bad, tonight is my last. Tomorrow morning, we'll be leaving again. Back to Manila, back to reality. Back to my old routine. Back to the stressful world of the academe. 

In six days of my stay here, I was able to find my ultimate happiness.-- and  that is seeing my loved ones happy. It may sound ridiculous that for a short period of time, I was able to identify what's been missing in me. I may not be searching for right reasons, but nonetheless... It was worth it. All worth it. By that, I could feel even happier. Especially that glow I see in the face of my Mom. It was totally relieving. Nonetheless, it's also the best time to gather with our close relatives and friends. To go out, and spend some quality time with them. Indeed, all these moments are priceless. And I know, I couldn't even pay for it. Because indeed, real happiness is for free. :D

Break routine-like activities, changed of environment, met real and new friends, decided which where to go, deciphered who and what I want in my life--- All these in the span of one week. Exactly a week ago, I arrived here. Without plans, without anything emotional attachment at all. All I know and wanted to do was, well... Take a break away from my academe obligations. Surprisingly, what I got today is more than that of what I was expecting. 

And most of all, spending some quality time with my little cousins? Oooops. Let me scratch that, they're not as little as what I think anymore. They're all even taller than I do. Not so long ago, they were... Well, all of them were just tiny kids!! Hahaha. Too bad, I'm really having some gap.... Gap with height with them! :)

As I welcome this month with me, rest assured it's completely the opposite of what I had in the past month. No more tears, not even broken promises. Broken heart? Not even a deadly issue to talk about! Hahaha. I may be technically alone, (although you know my real relationship status), but a few days ago, I ended it. And decided to be happy with someone else. Five months was more than enough to slap me, he is not the one. 

Moving on, I met a new friend. We were formally introduced yesterday. Yes, that was unexpected- ish! It's as if... I don't know. It's a bit strange but I enjoyed talking to him. We were walking really slow behind my Mom and Tito Joey, talking about random things. Damn, I wasn't expecting we we'd be that close, I mean comfortable with each other. Too bad it didn't last that long. Although he's witty and with a pair of eye glasses. (My type of dude) hahaha!

Well.... So much more to say about this entry and how my "FIRST ENCOUNTER" with November? Just keep posted. I'll write about it. Soon. See you!! Bye for now! :)