Maybe.. We found the right love at a wrong place. Or just at a wrong time?

August 24 2012 (Friday)
Maybe.. We found the right love at a wrong place. Or just at a wrong time?

I'm guessing this isn't over yet. I miss him. I miss the feeling. I miss the old us. Why? Omg. I just don't know why too. We're supposed to see each other na nga sana kanina. Pero I know.. It isn't the right time pa. Super fresh pa ng breakup e. I know magiging super awkward parin if ever. Well maybe.. After a month pa siguro? I have a feeling. Perooo. We ended up in a nice way naman. We talked about things. But I just hate to feel this way. :O Am I the only one left feeling this way? Is he feeling the same way I am feeling right now? Boo. I don't know. I really don't know. But then.. Again and again I ain't closing doors naman. Maybe someday. Sometime. We'll meet again. And when that time comes.. Tapos mahal pa namin yung isa't isa? Baka pwede pa siguro. Pero as of the moment.. Ang tanging alam ko lang.. Awkward kami. =( Ganun naman yata talaga e. Kahit gaano pa katagal.. Awkward at awkward parin. Kahit anong tago or pag-arte ang gawin mo. Lalo na kung alam mo sa sarili mong ikaw yung may kasalanan.

Anyway.. Namiss ko lang siya bigla kasi.. Nagstay yung mga tropa ko sa condo namin. Ugh. Naiinis akong namimiss ko siya. Or should I say.. Namimiss ko yung feeling na may ka-thingy ako. Dapat kasi.. Minantain nalang namin yung paglalandian namin e. Wait lang. Napansin ko lang.. Puro tungkol sa ganitong feelings ko yung binablog ko. Hindi ba rightful to say na.. Namiss ko din yung mga kaibigan ko. Si Josh. Si Jessie. Si Kyle at si Meg. Onga. Namiss ko din pala sila. Pero at the same time.. Yung feeling ng may kalandian. =))

Drink and landi responsibly nga lang pala dapat. At ngayon. Nagdadalawang isip ako. Whether to go or not to go sa Knockdown party bukas? :) Ano kaya? Paparty ako or matutulog nalang? HAHAHAHA. Omg. Ano kayaaa? Undecided pa ko. -___-

PS: Di ko pa pala binabati yung ex ko. Bukas nalang siguro. Belated. HAHAHA.