Have a taste of your own medicine

April 25, 2012, Wednesday
02:28AM, before going to sleep
"Have a taste of your own medicine." - If you know what I mean. :)

That lucky charm, that lovely white pebble I found under the pool while I was swimming, well, actually reminiscing a lot of memories under the pool last night. It sounds weird but I already made a "plan" for my new lucky charm. Well, I now consider this pebble as one, for it gives me the joy and freedom to deal with my imperfections and shortcomings in life. Gives me a head up high to feel inspired and alive.. For even under such circumstances, we could find.. "treasure".

I consider this as a "treasure" for I've found it, unexpectedly. Isn't jewels and treasures are hard to find? More like, this lovely white pebble.. Without me searching, I just so happen to stepped on a hard surface under the pool, and there you go, I got it. Writing on it, "I Love You!" plus the date when I found this sweet little thing. :) It's as if I was searching for my real and existent "lucky charm", without planning it, it comes naturally and spontaneously. Right time, right place, perhaps. :) Though some pieces are quite irrelevant to understand why.. But it just happened, and gives me smile, this glow on my face is hard to find. :)Yea right, I'd love to make things right again. For I know it's still never too late for me to experience real happiness with the "right one". The right one for me.

But I know and I believe that, at this point in my time, maybe they're right. Yea, they're basically right. Maybe I just haven't met "you" yet. But despite this feeling of complete lonesome and extreme longing for romantic love, I can still manage to wear a big smile in my heart and face. For when they say, "Smile, and the whole world smiles with you." By the way, I'm wearing the smile you gave me, in case you don't know.

I'll never gonna give up, I ain't giving up yet, this battle cry my feelings and emotions are easy to defend with. Cause I know, "We will meet", if not now, then maybe.. Someday, some time soon, in the most perfect place, most perfect time and of course with the "right one" for me. For this time, I know it's real. I ain't gonna give a damn so easily. :) I have a year to go. :)