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So long, since you've been here. Sorry fella Tumblristas. I know you've all missed me. Just so you know, I've been busy with my school stuffs, and yea. I'm now running a business. (To those who would like to know what business am into, you're free to ask, and do so..) I'm very much willing to extend my hand unto you if you're willing to compromise with me; plus if you're willing to work with me. Well, that would mean so much to me. :)

I failed to come with my family last Thursday to Quezon and go visit our relatives and commemorate my Grandma's 40th Day; it's just like, though my presence wasn't there, still.. I can feel that she knew from the very start what I'll be doing for her that day. :) So yea, since Tuesday, I've been offering a little prayer for her in the Chapel at UST. Succumbing all my problems, asking for God's pardon and graces. I can feel Mama's presence whenever I go visit the Chapel after every class. I've been seeking for His voice, and Mama's. For 2 consecutive days, I was just.. Oh, Adrienne, control your feelings. I know you're strong you can do that. :D

I am also on the 2nd day of my Novena to St. Therese, and to my surprise, right that very first day I have already received a rose. Well, not just a single stem but a bouquet of red and white roses which of course I so wanted. :> (given to me by a friend) To my surprise that after buying fried ice cream, he passed by and gave it to me..) Ohh, I just suddenly missed my ex-boyfriend, I remember how those beautiful bouquet of flowers, hmmm. Since I was in 3rd year he's been constantly giving me.. This feeling of being with someone makes me sick.. Not really sick, but yea, I am tired of being alone. :| I hate to deny that once I fell in love with a guy whom I loved so hard that until now, I can't forget about him. I don't know, it's quite different now. Things have changed; and so the capacity of heart can no longer resist. It's breaking down, falling into pieces, crashing into tiny sheets of tin. It hurts me the most, I hate to share it with my friends, but I survived. I talked to them about this, I have admitted that, I've been such a flirt, a two-timer you say.. But now, I see the point. I am now a mature individual ready to love "again".

Well, not just.. almost love, but real love. Hope I can find "HIM" soon. They guy who always appears on my dreams, but his face seem so blur. Let the spirit of that fortune teller be seen. Let's see if he was right in telling me that he'll be coming this year into my life. :">



It's the Month of the hearts. Let's all be happy and gay. :*