Move on, GiRL!

C'mon. I should have typed this blog entry of mine yesterday, but since I was way too tired, busy and sleepy I didn't meet my expectation. So here, the heck am doing. Trying to patch things up. The nerve of, ooh you know. Making and shaping things to fall back to where it has actually started. Hmm, lemme absurd you with the clear scenario anyway. Since my Mom and I went to De La Salle University- DLSU, my dream university last Saturday, maybe I should already accepted the fact that, it won't make up their minds any longer. The fact that, things were said, and I have no guts to make a move and stop what's going on. Right, remember girl: you're only a minor, illegal still, not until you're 18. :) the heck. I can't still go on and stand with myself all alone.

There, 'twas actually yesterday, April 20, 2010. Time for me to confirm my slot in University of Sto. Tomas- UST, knowing that, ooh. Ain't really expecting that things will actually change and go on with the other direction and side of this yeaa, "oblate spheroid" earth. ;p again, it's sides. :)) tsk. Still, the fact remains, I can no longer do anything about it. Just the thing, I have to accept that I'll be attending my first year, being a FROSH not in my dream university, but rather in UST. C'mon. Tell me right about face, am bitchy, ;p turning down and neglecting this great institution and the oldest, respectable home of the elite people in the country, Philippines. It's just that, if ever I'll be there, I won't be that completely happy. Ooh. You know what I mean, something is infuriatingly "INFERIOR". The person who almost makes me smile, and the reason why am always happy will be apart from me. If only I'll persuade my study there, but since, ooh. My collegiate course in UST is really my interest, parents decided that I should be there.
Likewise, if I'll be in DLSU, it's Psych, which I believe, still I can do well also, but the fact that Communication Arts is extremely my dream. :)

So here, I don't wanna curse that day, but oh my gosh. Mom taught me how to "COMMUTE" and oh c'mon. What the hell! Riding in a jeep, LRT and everything, the smoke belches and noise of the environment pretty much made me sick. Then, I believe, this isn't the life am used to. I hate noise, smoke and dirt and hot places. This is so much insanity, I can't make it to my College life. I muttered. When we're already there, okay. I said, it's alright anyways. I can't do anything anymore. Accept, and move on Girl! I met Charice, actually a working student instructor in UST, which so happened to be a classmate of my friend, Angel. I also met two Deans of the College and damn. They were both nice and pleasant. :) we had our lunch at KFC, then looked for a dormitory and luckily found one. Great, 'twas an awesome place to live in. Though it's way pricey, we still accepted it. The convenience must be well experience. Finger code rooms, fully air conditioned with a shower says it all. Then, things were now alright. But the depression of me is still here. Letting go of DLSU is extremely a nightmare. :(

After everything, we went to SM San Lazaro and TriNoma. Went home at 6PM and arrived home at around 8PM, precisely cause of the traffic. Ohh fudge. I'll wait fer 5 months. Stay put. :)

-- Move on, GiRL!