Goodbye Blueberry

So I guess, hmmm. Yea. Things are going our way. Fate doesn't seem to work now. I mean, we know and we might actually believe that this calls fer a better US. Fer the better you and me. And oohh perhaps, this wasn't easy. When you asked me, I believe you, and never let go, but now I see, things maybe be better fer the both of us. If you believe so, I certainly second thy motion. Though love always find it's way, this time we have to understand, "this is hard" very much difficult to resist. You know it's hard to let go, when you believe and create on yer minds that this is "love". Apparently, I believe this is really love. But, there's always a time fer everything, same as, I know we've been a little apart and missed each other well, but the hate waves came along and ruined it all. Not I meant that love was gone, but the fact that, this is damn hard. As in like, super hard to accept and deal with. Honestly, I don't wanna talk about this anymore, he even mentioned, he doesn't want either. But blogspot, you know me. I wanted to tell you everything, as long as am free. Am always willling to take time with you. Though briefly, am missing my G-tec and Diary. You're the only one left to me now. So please, take care of me. :|

I know I've been bad. I've been silly, and totally I've been a BITCH. Yes, I won't argue with you guys anymore, but I am frank. I am impulsive, I don't care about what other people might tell me right about face, as long as I know what am actually doing can relieve my stress and pain. But, I see, the point, in a way, these make things worse even more. As in like, oooh. Am starting to build more haters. Well, likewise, I don't care. But, am telling you, I may be bad at first, I'll tell all nasty things to yer face. I'll try to scrutinize every detail of yer life, yer mess, yer everything. But, again, these are only fer the sake of me being impulsive. Rhetorically, people who knows me well may even care to argue. That, I ain't really like this. This may only be the cause of anger and too much depression, but my friends would usually call me weak. As what they used to know. I mean, I do cry easily out of simple things. I may be sarcastic, but never worry, that happens rarely. Hmm, honestly, I thought I'll get really hurt, as in like it will call me to something graver than off letting go my dream. But this is strange, I didn't exactly felt anything after. Way stranger is, am thinking why I was just like smiling and laughing the whole day? I don't know. I am bit procrastinating. Wait, I don't understand. I thought before, when we call this off, I can cry myself to sleep, but, what the hell actually happened? I ain't affected in any way. Just the thing that, I wouldn't mind speaking about it to anybody anymore. I know, they wouldn't just even try to understand and interrelate to their lives, I mean, this love story of ours was a fairytale. I mean, I can't keep that, they admitted we're inseparable cool and compatible fer each other. Like, a great couple who never experience fights. :| maybe, this is how they look us when we're together. Yes, I know. Cause honestly, you say, we look really good together. But, now this is reality. We have to let go of each other. Fer the betterment of each. Hoping love will grow, and start helping each others' hearts to heal. :)

Goodbye Blueberry.
'Twas a a dream epic love story.
An unforgettable couple. :)
Sayonara twenty-eight.