Heart Break Eventually

Once upon a time, I was falling in love- now I'm only falling apart. There's nothing I can do. Total Eclipse of the Heart. -Glee. Yes, this was from last night's latest episode, Bad Reputation. So, "Turn Around"- Jesse. Damn, this scene, plus the conversation between Jesse and Rachel, when Jesse said: " Everyone thinks I'm a big heartbreaker but the fact of the matter is, you broke mine first." Aw, I really wanted to give Jesse a hug. :|

Oh, hey, blogspot! It's been kinda long, so here. Maybe I've got lotsa debts to you already, not updating you on what's going on with my messed up life. :p here's the thing, I've been a little busy, fixing my life. Yes, I mean, my College life. Be facing the fact that I'll be a part of the Growling Yellow Tiger, UST. It's been a blast, let me tell a brief scenario on what had actually happened to me the whole day, well, it's not just that I missed blogging, but the fact, that I've got something to remember. Yes, today is my Brother Jacob, Ex Boyfriend Jared, and a Friend Vero, Carla and Floressa's Birthdays. Wow, many celebrants! :) oh, Andrei and I went to Baliuag, to buy something for the our brother, I mean, a present for him. So we bought him two rolled cakes. Well, maybe it isn't bad anymore. We're having a recession, yes. You know, it's summer. :p I remembered, before going to Baliuag, I was in front of my computer, watching the replay episode of Glee. "Bad Reputation" where, I just so happened to remember what Quinn Fabray sentiments were. Well, being a cheerio, meaning, the cheer captain, as in like, she's hot, she's popular. Oh damn, when she's having this dreadful confrontation with his Glee Club teacher, Mr. Will Schuester, telling him, how she loses everything. She cried and mourned so badly. That, she loses her good reputation, turned out to make that thingy to Rachel, well, she just loses everything, her popularity, her body, plus Finn's love for him. :( just suddenly sink in my mind how little things happened to my High School life, not I meant loosing my Popularity, but, oh the "reputation" but I guess, I recovered before leaving my Alma Mater, so no worries actually. :|

On the bright side of today, I received a text message from an ROTC Officer from UST, informing that the Orientation was canceled and will be rescheduled. Well, supposedly, it will be this Saturday, May 8. Good thing it was canceled. Haha. :) then, I asked some questions and inquiries about that ROTC thingy, wherein I just so happen to joined, without knowing on how would it be like. I mean, I know it's a cadet thingy, so yes, it'll be a way hard for me. C'mon, am demure. How could I face those trainings in a blast? Plus, I easily get sick. Oh, damn. Good luck to me. I just suddenly whispered. Then, I was actually talking to this someone, like, I was texting with this someone for kinda long already, discussing about being a Lady Sponsor or an Officer,without knowing if that someone is a he or a she. Haha. Well, I don't really care, when. Oh, suddenly, that someone asked for my full name, and then later on, asked for my e-mail on Facebook, and puff! This someone said: "I bet you'll be one of the Lady Sponsor, definitely, and of course, I'll refer you. Please accept my friend request." That someone was like oh, telling those lines, and my reply was: "Alright, after watching KTM, I'll go online and accept your request, but oh, BTW, what's your name? Puff! There you go. I met Redd, on Facebook, and we chatted and discussed about that ROTC thingy, hahaha. I was flattered that upon seeing my photo, he immediately said, I'll refer you to be a Lady Sponsor, then, I was like asking him.. "Anyways, how is it being a Lady Sponsor?" then he said: "Lady Sponsors are the ambassadress of the Golden Corps promoting beauty. :))" ooh. Hahaha, then he asked me, if am interested of being one. My reply was, yes. :)) I told him, it will be a pleasure.

Wow. This day, was actually awesome. And I just so happen to remember these lines: "Everyone thinks I'm a big heart breaker but the fact of the matter is, you broke mine first. :|- Jesse St. James"

Ciao!