If not forever, then 'til the end of time.

October 10, 2012

"And next time, I won't stop, I'll listen to my heart 'cause what I feel is real. I should've kissed you."

And I'll never get tired, five days. Five long days. And I'm damn busy, let me scratch that. It's a very lax finals week. I don't know, but it's very unusual. This is the very first time we're like this. Finals' seem over since last week. It's ironic, yet. Just two written exams. One down, one last major exam on Friday.

Everything's been perfectly fine. I ain't gonna complain.. For I have no right to. Just room for improvements, I guess. Noooo. We're having a great time. It's just that, we're getting pressured. More expectations, and it's as if.. "This is the last time. Just the last time, if ever you'll repeat what had happened, then you're dead." I'm gonna die.. If I'm gonna talk again. Distraction.

Yeah, distraction and devastation. It's indeed a great day today. I feel so free. Really free, damn liberation. It's awesome. We're finally through with Art Appreciation performance art this afternoon, and I'm feeling so relieved. But, I guess, there's so much more. There's so much we ought to do. Now, tell me.. Just tell me, is everything okay? :/

While walking home yesterday.. After that street shooting with Matt and Zhea.. A group of guys says "Uy, hello. Crush kita!" Just when I thought, oh gosh. Who are they? Di ko pala sila kilala. It's just friggin' weird. I don't know. I don't know anymore. I'm feeling weak. I also realize that.. OMG. I missed Matt and Zhea. Not them perse, but our Trio. :) Missin' those old good days. Old good days and memories. :)

I just hope, we stay like this. If not forever, then 'til the end of time. :))