July 11, 2011
Hate how much I love you boy, can't stand how much I need you. And I hate that I love you so~ Yea, it's an effin' Monday, am terribly sick for it's my second day of my monthly period. Really, it sucks how dysmenorrhea gets to cracked my nerves and popped me out of the shell, am weak, unproductive and reckless. I so hate my life today. I wish for another new day to come.
I hate how much I missed my biebo today, for we were like together for only 15 minutes I guess, makes me even long for him, I don't know to explain the sudden feeling, but it drives me insane. I want him so bad that day, that I even wish to be with more, but it couldn't be. I hate it that I couldn't do anything but, think of him all day long, all night long. We can't even contact each other in the afternoon, that makes me feel like more terribly sick. :( I feel so alone.
So I divert those pain into something that would uplift my soul, well at least shower him with my text messages full of love and passion and how I wish he could have the chance to read them all as long as he gets the chance to~ and I slept with so much pain inside my heart, missing my loved ones so badddddd. :|
But the problem is, I can't do anything about it. I can't do anything but miss them all so terribly. Most importantly, my biebo, it makes me sick, and long for him more and more each day. :(
It isn't a good day after all, I am sick and I am missing HIM terribly. :'(
~Absence makes the heart grow fonder.
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