How was your Valentine's Day? :))

May I ask you? Are you feeling blue; are you feeling all alone this Season of love? Well, if you are.. Then maybe you're not celebrating the Heart's Day, instead.. The Independence Day or this what you call, SAD. Single Awareness Day! :D Anyway, this is what happened to my celebration..

I was late for school, I arrived our classroom at around 7:15AM already, I was in a hurry going to Asturias to have the copy of my selections in English be printed. So I was like, heck nooo! I am so late for my English class, good thing.. Mr. Bernardo didn't marked me as a late comer. :P (Oh. Maybe because 'twas Valentine's Day..) Since our class usually winds up at around 11AM, we were so early at Shakey's Espanya yesterday. I was with my girls for a lunch date.. Our tummies says like growling already, we were all so hungry. Grabbed the Combo 3 for P999.00 divided among the six of us.. (Alice, Lyka, Zhea, Wilmalyn, Nicole and I) A huge bowl of spaghetti, a party size pepperoni pizza, crispy chicken and mojos.. Plus a roll of a chocolate cake for dessert.. Oh, well.. After like, eating, chatting, jiggling and laughing for almost 2 hours, yeaa! 'Twas really a Happy happy Valentine's Day for all of us. :)) I love my girlfriends so dearly.. :) I am so much happy being with them, I don't need a guy to be completely happy, 'cause I know, they're all enough for me.. But this was the thing.. Something happened last night.. :">

I was with this guy almost everyday, almost every night in UST. I get to stay so late til 9PM, being with him.. We often talk about stuffs, most likely.. About the 2 of us. But most of the time, I get to share my past experiences about my previous relationships I've had had before. Well, we've known each other since then September of 2010. But I never knew we would be this close, I mean you know, I never knew things will work this out.. It's not that am saying that am completely in love with this guy, but I can see his sincerity, his love for me.. I can see everything's in order.. That he won't afford to hurt me.. He loves me badly, that most of the time, my friends would think that he's already obsessed with me.. But the fact that he has shown me his real side, simply makes me believe in him.. I thought I wouldn't enter another relationship, for I was scared. I AM SCARED to commit myself to another man. I don't want to risk anything, just to experience this so called love, but now I see.. I am willing to try, I know I've been a good good player, I've did a lot of foolishness in terms of relationships already; I made someone fall for me then leave him afterwards, I make boyfriendsss all at the same time. Yes, I know am foolish, am flirt and all.. But, still I've got one real heart.. I am willing to risk now.. I have already opened my heart for possibilities, am giving it another try.. This time, without any pretension. :) Anyway, somebody answered my sign.. I've received a white rose early in the morning. :D

It was extremely a happy, happy heart's day yesterday. Thanks for all the presence. :D thanks for remembering, sharing your love and spending your day with me. :) 18 roses all in all. Naks. 6 white roses and 12 red roses; chocolate barssss, a flower shaped choco candy, tear jerker message and a creative and sweet proposal. :D Thanks for making my Heart's Day this happy. I love you all. ♥



This is how the proposal goes.. I was in the library, reviewing my Algebra, he texted me and asked me where I was, so I said I was in the library.. Then he looked for me, haha. I was shocked that he doesn't even know the sections in our central library.. Haha. Anyway, I finished my review at around 6:30PM, then there you go.. He gave me 4 white roses, we went to the church, talked about stuffs, nearby the field.. sipped coffee indulgence, (the usual) then he asked me again questions that I hate hearing from him.. (ang weird lang kasi, alam naman nyang umiiwas ako sa mga tanong na ganun, tapos tinatanong padin nya ako.. ang awkward lang kasi..)



There you go, that's the purpose of his paper bag pala, ang daming flowers e. 16 roses; 12 red roses and 4 white roses. Lumapit pa si Ate Yema sa'min, nagulat sa dami nung roses. Ang dami naman kasi. Tapos, kaya naman pala nakalagay sa paper bag, may something.. Nandun na pala yung surpirse nya, yung sweet proposal nya! :)) Ang cute lang kasi, grabe. Natuwa ako ng sobra, pinigilan ko lang feeling ng pagkakilig. (ganito naman kasi ako, kunwari di ako kinikilig sa mga ginagawa mo, pero deep down inside.. Oo! Kinikilig kaya ako.. Kaya wag ka nang magtampo or mag-isip, ganito lang talaga ko.. Sabi mo nga, masyado akong moody.. Pero sana naman alam mo at nararamdaman mo na, I feel for you. I care for you, and I am willing to give it my best try to learn how to experience this "real love with you.." I am willing to risk, just for this so called love. Alam ko di na ko bata, di nako dapat maging immature pagdating sa mga ganitong bagay, ayoko narin namang lokohin pa yung sarili ko, kaya.. I'll try to make myself believe na there is such thing as LOVE nga. :"> Dun sa bawat stem ng red roses.. Nakalagay.. "I LOVE YOU SAAB" then when he asked me to open each letter.. May poem sya for me.. And here it goes..



To you, Maria Ysabel, Cherish You

I love You, With a heart so true..

And when I ask you..

Just ME and YOU..

I hope you'd say I do..

"CAN I BE YOUR BEAU?" :">



Haha. Grabe, nagulat nalang talaga ko ng sobra. With him matching luhod pa.. So I grabbed his hand and asked him to get up.. Alam mo yun, first time may nagpropose ng ganito sa'kin. Sobra akong natouched. As in! Hayy. No words can explain kung ano yung naramdaman ko after.. I grabbed his hand, telling him my conditions.. So ayon, we both agreed about certain matters. Ayon, so nung umaga, SINGLE pa ko.. then, nung gabi. HINDI NA PALA. "TAKEN NA KO" =))))))))))))))))))))



Eto yung nangyari sa Valentine's Day ko.. How about yours? :">