Love is not a Consolation, it is a Light

It's been weeks. Yes, after I had had my latest blog post. Twas something about my view for the 2010 election. Yet, I just missed being here telling what's inside of me. Must this be another chic revolution for me to navigate a big revelation? Uh. It's been a month I guess, I believe a lot of things had happened already, well. Lemme give you some cues, I've been slightly less awake during the night. I am having longer and sweeter sleeps, giving me less to think and worry about. I have to admit twas likely a little change in me. Uh, I am not used to it but I am feeling more interest in here. Self consciousness was then also lessen. But, let me clarify things, the last time I go write a blog, my feelings were all impact and abstain. But this time, I have completely changed. Maybe because, just like what I told you earlier, this feeling is obnoxiously substantial. Too much for this I guess, at least now I know when to absorb and when to pore.

Twas just yesterday, yes. We've been through a heavy shopping. You know, classes are about to begin again. Well, I have to make some adjustments, I ain't a High School preppy girl anymore. In two weeks time I'll be entering this new chapter of my life again, being a College student. Oh well, I have to admit that I don't see any convenience of being one. Maybe it'll be a lot of stress on my part. Being so naive in so many ways, you know what I mean, I ain't used of being afar from Mom and home. I don't know how to perform the chores, and most importantly, I really don't know how to commute. :P so yes, I guess it will really be a huge stressor. Come on, but the moment I have fitted my uniform, Gee. I was in total excitement. Plus, when I actually bought my two pairs of shoes yesterday, dang. Twas a blast, new look, I have just whispered to myself, this would be so much fun. But then again, after that long tiring day of being in the Mall, the moment I lay to my bed and closed my eyes, I was just thinking, how would it be like? Being afar from real home. That, I would only be going home every Friday, then go back again on a Sunday. Oh crap. I ain't actually ready yet. :|

Stop giving me so much to remember, It's better to forget and smile :) than to remember and frown. :(

Ciao! :)