Thursday, March 18, 2010

The Emotional Me

April 2, 2008

i'm maria ysabel adrienne albrando quejano magora, my friends used to call me ysabel. i was born last march 16. i'm 14 years of age and my interests are scents, stuffs, books, internet, cell phone, pink and black, music, movies. i get easily along with these people who are down to earth, thoughtful, friendly, frank and honest enough to their selves. i really hate people who are boastful, arrogant, feelers, selfish, liar, braisen, judgmental and those people who can't do anything but insist to pull others down. and still very fond of descriminating others life. we have our own lives right? so why don't you mind your own monkey business? don't mind me! then don't judge nor descriminate me. because you don't know the real me, think twice! haha. before you provoke a fight with me! beware. hmm. well, i really don't know why these people tend to get mad at me and still blames me for those stupid things that i am really not doing? and still often find easy excuses to degrade and pull down my reputation. they majorly accused me from the way i talk and speak, the way i act! but this is simply me. you can't do anything about that. just accept the fact that i am born to be me not to be somebody else! i don't know if these people are insecure or envious? aww! lust. just a reminder, insist to know me first before you judge me! okay? and still i don't live just to pleased these biatch people. oh! you can never be me. don't you ever dare comparing your self from me because we're totally different! and one thing more, if you wanna gain some respect from me then don't ask me to imopose it. let me be the one to lend it to you if you really deserve to be respected! then i'll do the same, i have my word of honor. my promises are not meant just to be broken as long as possible i will do my very best to please you but if i know that i am already exceeding to my limit then i'll stop. of course i know my limitations and capabilities. so you don't have any right to give me indecent and foul words which i do not deserve. i wan't to be knew by everyone as this girl who is responsible enough to face all different kinds of trials from her life without saying any regret and doubt coming out from her mouth. and a young mature individual with great values as a whole. but i assure you 100% that i am this kind of person that you can always lean on, dependable and can share your secrets with, even your online password? hehe. i often listen to the problems of other people but never tried fixing my own problems, i am sometimes a loner, and takes time to talk and ask myself on why is it my life like this? why do i have to experience all these kind of miseries in life? during my spare time i simply sat on a dark corner and tries to hide myself to everyone so that they won't see the tears falling on my face than explaining to them and they won't understand ever why i am sad. sometimes when i don't have a pal to talk to, i simply cuddle, cuddle, and cuddle a book. i don't wanna hurt ever again! in school i often involve myself in all different activities and clubs, so that i won’t feel lonely where in fact here my skills are enhanced and at the same time having a nice time meeting new friends. i can sing, i can dance, i can draw, i can play a musical instrument, i can act, i am linguistic person.

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