An Application to a Journalist's Heart

March 08, 2010

CSE: Career Streaming Enrichment
Public Speaking Class
An Application to a Journalist’s ♥

Yeaa. As in like, it’s been almost ten months that I am struggling, err. To the extent that, I am having a less understanding and interest with the said elective, I may now be sounding horrible but the feeling I have built and exerted is different as last year’s. I speaking, I love debating and undutiful I love the crowd. It’s my pleasure being under these hot dimmed spotlights. HAHA. There’s a bit radical change when I am trying to scrutinize on which field to ponder on, well, as what I’ve said, my passion is in books, letters, spotlights, crowd and let me add: the microphone. Darn. It’s been eradicating that I am a procrastinator digging and bickering. You may call me sarcastic, but, that’s really me. I won’t get mad. But please, never call me fake. Because I am not, and never will I.

I may be a person who used to live in a material world, who loves praises, applause and fame. These may be the point, but as long as I know I have people around me, loving and trusting me. Excuse me, I will never be affected of you fake people would ever try to say. I am true, tactless and spontaneous. So why call me plastic then? The evils in you, like ooh. Just remember, *HATERS only hate people they CAN’T BE.* so why try to hate that person if all you have inside you is this full blast INSECURITY? Why not just criticize and make yourselves better than this person you all used to hate? One idea I have to bulge unto your minds: SMALL MINDS discuss people, GREAT MINDS discuss ideas... BE noble and kind to imperfect individuals because whatever one chooses to do and say, be it good or bad, nobody has the right to say one is better than the other. EVERYBODY is bound to commit mistakes and still emerge victorious at the end because he chooses to fight his battle SILENTLY; no one is ever righteous because HE chooses to be bickering someone. :)

At this point in time, I can only repay back people who remained at my side in all these downfalls and saddening moment of my life, with all these discrepancies and wrong judgments fake people would try to throw me. Err. I have my humble and true friends who remained my constant believers and never put me in despair despite everything that happened. To my loving and understanding teachers whom would always believe in everything that I can do, to my credentials that they would always give me the best enthusiasm to remain humble and dedicated. I made a mistake, but I won’t dodge another mistake to make things back to its beginning. And so, now the time is up, before the curtain closes let me. Thank you for everything you’ve done for me. Thank you for being my constant believer, that through thick and thin, you never make me feel as if I am not worth it. All these things would surely remain here in my heart. ♥