HOW SHORT COULD IT BE?

Today marks the beginning of a new end. And as much as I hate to say this, am having a hard time, dealing with my new schedule. :| It really sucks to compromise, putting everything in compact, making things straight and acting pretty smooth about every single aspect of my life. Now that am in my Sophomore life as a College student, expressing my academic freedom plus having lotsa fun with my block mates and friends, it's hard to resist the temptation of, instead of listening to our professors, we simply hit each other's back, tickling each other, and bluffing about everything, making a fuss about one's every uttered joke. And really, it's hard to resist, it makes me sick. Plus yea, managing my time frame, spending my time with my studies, like, having some advanced readings over the night, or talking to my boyfriend over the phone. Really, it sucks! And now, I don't know what to do. :| But I know, I can only be at my best in only one. So, is there a need for me to choose? Yea, again. But oh, second thoughts ranting my mind. If I have to give up another, then, I'll never be completely happy, like what I used to be now. Maybe it's just a matter of accepting the reality, that everything has changed; that I have to adjust with all way possible. to the best way that I could, to make everything straight and bouncy in all aspects of my life. Because, having lotsa liabilities in life, makes the ride more adventurous and enjoyable at the same time. I may get to experience a lot of constructions along the road, as long as it will flow smoothly after, I am willing to take the risk, and be a safe driver to reach my destination successfully, without having any hesitations in the process. So yea, one year down, and now that am in second year college, I still have, two long years to trek. It may be a short lived term, but I know in myself that everything's going my way. I just have to strengthen the fire burning spirit in me.

PS: There's always a room for improvement.~ Now that am already at the stage of my betterment how short could it be to reach my best? I just have to remain this way, and never get tired of working so hard to achieve my dreams. ;)