Please, stay, hold on and never let go. ~

'Til My Heartaches End

Destiny. Destiny? Do you believe in destiny? ~

Since this one's trending worldwide on Twitter and I've watched it earlier, I think it's pretty nice if I'll be writing something about it. Well, not to mention, I was just like a little to irritated with Agnes (Kim Chiu) earlier, well instead I should be cursing Paolo (Gerald Anderson) in the story line. Oh well, maybe I'm just used of being the 'guy' in a relationship. That, I'm always the one acting like the guy. (If you know what I mean.)

Destiny. Destiny? Do you believe in destiny?

I don't know if this will matter to you or not, but I don't think this kind of 'phantasm' exists. Well, the word might be existing, but it's essence is quite unbelievable for me. Not that I'm being too biased, more like, I'm just being too existentialist and realistic of the things that's REALLY happening. Yes, it may sound too absurd and vague, but that's how it is. "We create and shape our own destiny." We don't stay in stagnant on a corner to wait for our destiny, it isn't coming like a coward to you, it won't just immediately appear right about you. But at the same time, you shouldn't literally search for it. All you have to do, is just to simply 'wait' for it.

‎"Wag mong ipamukha sa akin na meron ka ng iba. Baka masaktan ka lang pag nalaman mong wala akong pakialam sainyong dalawa."

Not just because I've watched this movie tonight, doesn't mean I'm sounding a little bratty again, imagine how many likes hit this post of mine? Come to think of it, if you're like thinking of your 'past' on how it actually broke your heart, how it made you feel like less of a person, oh well, it's time for you to stand up, change the set-up, and put them into the graveyard instead. You shouldn't be treated like a trash, you should love and be loved in return without getting 'hassle' and being hurt all the time.

For when two people really care about each other. They will always look for a way to make it work, no matter how hard it is. I hate to risk my love for you, I mean 'our friendship' in exchange of your love, I don't wanna lose something that's 'forever' if ever we'll break each others' hearts in the end. Yet, at the same time, I don't wanna die and suffer with what I'm feeling right now. Slowly killing myself. Hiding what's inside of me, keeping things on my own. Making you believe that you ain't mattering to me this much. How I'd love thee, every time I see your eyes close to mine. How hurt I am every time you're away, and most importantly, how painful and tragic it would be if I have ever lose you? :(

I think I can't stand that feeling. For we both know, "I can't live without you by my side". For whatever it takes, it would still be you. It would always be you, whom I wish to be with. For you, and no one else but you, my heart skips a beat. Please, stay, hold on and never let go. ~

I love you and I will tell you everyday,
Everyday until you forget those things that hurt.
I hate the things that make you hurt
And how I wish I could take them away.
If only it could be done, I’ll do it for sure.

But it can't be done, cause you won't let me do it. How I wish you'll get the enough courage again to tell me how you feel, to make me feel this 'official thing' between us two, again. For every day, I feel like dying, getting confused, asking myself to sleep, "When?" and "How long?" ~

When is the right time, that you kept on telling me?

How long will I wait and hold on to this? To this unending on and off situation of us?

This is really heartbreaking, would you please tell me. If not now, then at least, some time soon, please? I can't bear with this pain anymore. ~ :(

Make things clear to me now.

Your clear, distinct and pure intentions?