CATCH ME, I'M IN LOVE

Mahal na mahal kita ~ Happy April Fools Day! :)



This was my status on Facebook last night, when everybody's asleep, and when he's actually asleep too. I spent my sleepless night, dedicating myself to this stuff- Blogging, and at the same time, text to a few friends who were still awake last night. Imagine, 3 consecutive blogs, consists of all my foolishness feelings and points of view about this goddammit, "LOVE". What the hell, Saab? "Lighten up, turn those frowns upside down, cheer up, Buttercup. :3" Come on. Get use to it. :) Anyway, my reason why I was widely awake last night is that, I am having these what if's on my mind, and at the same time, thinking for these some sort of possibilities that we could spend some time for each other, chatting, like talking about all these hardcore crazy stuffs. That when I get to mention about a certain issue, he already has his millions of insights and comments and all, blahblahblah. *Fuck those shits* Rawr. =)) Goddammit, I even used my Mom's phone to check on him last night, thinking if I could still have the chance to talk to him. (Honestly, di na yata ako sanay ng di ako kinukulit ng nilalang na to e. Lagi ko nalang syang hinahanap hanap. Hinahanap hanap ng aking puso't isipan) And yea, since he wasn't online anymore, I took that as an opportunity to spend more time writing my personal blogs, so there you go, after dedicating so much of my time, thinking and reflecting.. Pfft. My body's condition suddenly malfunctioned already. Battery empty, syntax error. Haha. *Time to go to sleep, Saab* (Habang nakahiga nako, wow. Medyo maaga pa yata, earlier than my usual time of sleep.. Fudge, I turned left, turned right, turned upside down. BOOM. I still can't sleep.) So d'ya think am feeling excited for tomorrow? Uh, at last. I am freeeee. After telling him how I actually still for him.. (Come on, say it, Saab, I know it's hard to admit, but yea, I salute you for that, for having the guts of telling him, "Yes, I still love you, nothing has changed. I can't afford to lose you, because I love you, I don't want to give it all these damn reasons, but yea, just simply don't ask me why, and give it even just a simple try.. BELIEVE ME, CAUSE IT'S TRUE, I DON'T WANNA LOSE YOU, BABY.."

'Twas past 2AM already, tiktoktiktok. I can't remember anymore how I was able to find Mr. ANTUKIN in my Dreamland. :) Darn, I woke up at around 9AM, (Fucked up, am still really sleepy, as in, 10 minutes more please.. *Snoozes* Bahhhh. I badly still need someeee sleeeeeppp. 'Twas damn noisy pa naman outside, ghad. May pasyon. Nagpapasyon sa tabi ng bahay namin, crap. Nabubulabog pagtulog ko e..) Anyhow, when Mom bade her goodbye for her checkup this morning, I already got a hint, it's late already, maybe I should get up and hit the shower. Haha. So yea, took a bathe, dressed up, had my hair straightened, sprayed perfume, got my clutch MNG bag, then go. (Bad ass, I was a hesitant of risking, traveling all alone, (wearing such a dress, lol, fuck you people, just stop that hell, stop those deadly stares on me, really you all suck. :|) Super BV. Erm, eewness, it's as if, I keep on telling myself, Saab, (baka maulit na naman yung nangyari sa'yo the last time you went home alone. :|) Good thing I was seated beside a Police Officer, haha. Naalala ko tuloy si Dad, so yea, am all safe. Anyway, Mom's keep on texting me, telling me all these instructions on where to go down, which road to cross and everything.. While Michael's sweet little advices telling me to take care of myself. Haha. So yea, I know, am just denying, I myself too, can't wait of seeing him again. (Baaaahh. I missed him, like hell already :|)

Thirty to Forty Five minutes later, yes. Finally. I've reached my destination. Epic win. 'Twas my first time to travel alone going there. Naks. (Strong naman, Survivor. Pwede naaaa.) I first hit Mint, for I have to check on some graffiti shirts for my brother, I wanted to give him a new tee, but yea, I don't feel like we'll be good terms already after. I texted Mike, that I was already there, so, after like, 10 minutes or so, I finally saw him. Haha. (Wala lang, goddammit, bakit ganun, kahit alam kong miss na miss ko na siya, tinatago tago ko parin? Bakit ba ang harsh harsh ko sakanya?) LOL. He asked me what shall we do then, I said I don't know, the usual. So yea, we go by the Movies and choose which is which to watch, so we picked- Catch Me, I'm In Love. (Honestly, I was planning to watch this nung isang araw pa, di nga lang natuloy, so ayon, after buying tickets, we had our brunch at McDonald's, yes, walang kasawaan.) I messed up, I thought I was really hungry, but then, the real thing's I was just starving, lol, OREO McFlurry. :) I so love.

Catch Me, I'm In Love, "Naniniwala ako na True love waits.. At kapag dumating na sya, gusto ko, yung liligawan nya ako- Roan Sanchez of Caloocan City" Haha. Grabe, wala lang. Ang benta e. Swear. Ghad. Nakarelate ako ng sobra sobra dun sa movie. Yea, maybe LOVE. See, It's not about who goes for whom and whom goes for you. It isn't an election, Dude. It's just about, how you truly feel for this someone. Maybe it's about time para magising ka na, it's about time for you to know, girl, "You're grown up already, you should learn how to stand on your own." Di naman parating nandyan sila para gabayan at tulungan ka sa mga desisyon mo sa buhay mo. Wala lang, sobrang nakakatama lang kasi yung movie e, "Mahal mo, kaya mo iniwan." Parang ewan lang. Oo kaya, masakit. May pagsisisi. May pagkakapareho, it says, "Tutol naman ang buong mundo sa pag-iibigang to e, nahihirapan nako.. Pwede na bang sumuko.." Damn, I just feel for Gerald. Crap all these shits, bastaaaa. Parang najuggled lahat sa utak ko e. Ang daming bagay ko kayang narealized after ko panuorin yung movie. And take note, I watched it with him pa. Grabe, PANAMA BA TALAGA TONG MOVIE NA TO? Erm. Parang nagkamali yata kami ng napiling panuorin e. Haha. TAGOS naman kasi e. BIG TIME. =)) Anyway, basta, at the end of it all.. Isa lang naman ang masasabi kong di ko pinagsisisihan e.. "YUN AY ANG MINAHAL AT MINAMAHAL AT MAMAHALIN KO PARIN SYA KAHIT ANONG MANGYARI" Uh, hindi ngal ang siguro ngayon ang tamang panahon para ipagngalandakan ko sa buong universe, pero.. Darating din tayo dyan. Wala e. BATA pa e. Kailangan pa muna nating mag-aral ng mabuti. Wala naman tayong magagawa e, kahit naniniwala ako na LOVE CONQUERS ALL. :) Siguro nga, di sila bagay.. Kasi si Gerald da ay langit, at si Sarah ay Lupa. (Ror, may bigla na naman akong naalala..)

Breeezeeeeeee. Ang lamiiiggg. He hugged me tight, held my hands.. I felt like I AM REALLY SAFE everytime he does these things.. After the movie, we stroll and stroll, then last spot.. TimeZone. :) Hahaha. Namiss ko lang yung DDR. Darn, kahit may sugat ako, sige lang.. Pagbigyan, pero epic fail e. Bumukas yata ulit yung sugat ko. Hanggang ngayon, sobrang sakit lang. :| Then, 1, 2, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6.. SHOOOOOOOTSSSSS! Haha. Smileeeeeeeeee. :) Super last na talaga to. @Dairy Queen, then uwian na. Mom texted me already e. So ayon, went down sa may Landmark. We were like arguing pa.. "Sasamahan na kita, Di ako papayag na umuwi kang mag-isa.." Syeeeeeeeet naman. Kinikilig ako. Hahahahaha. :"> But I insisted, "Kaya ko naman yung sarili ko e, matanda na ko." =)

Hanggang sa di na talaga nya ko napilit. What he did was, (He removed his polo shirt and asked me to wear it.) Damn, grabeeeeeeeeeee. Sobraaaa na yun. Sagadsagaran na. :)
Naalala ko tuloy si Rubi, sabi nya. "Sa buong buhay ko.. Ngayon lang may lalaking nagbihis sakin, halos lahat sila gustong hubaran ako. @.@" Rororor. Ang funnehhh much lang nito. Ang sweet kasi ni Michael e, nakooooo talaga. Kinikilig ako pag naaalala ko. It's as if, to the max. Sige na, ikaw na KNIGHT AND SHINING ARMOR KO, PAG KASAMA KITA, SIGE NA, AKO NA LIGTAS. Wooooaaaaaaah. Di ako makagetover, alam mo bang pangarap ko yun simula pagkabataaaaa? First time kayang may nagtanggal ng damit nya, para sa akin? MY GHAAAAAADD. BAKIT BA KASI ANG SWEEEEEEEEETTTTTTTT MO? :">

-And now I'm fallin, fallin fast again, WHY DO I ALWAYS TAKE A FALL, WHEN I FALL IN LOVE? :">

"MY GHAAAAAADD. BAKIT BA KASI ANG SWEEEEEEEEETTTTTTTT MO? :">"