I Used To..

Early in the morning, I was awakened by an ignited day light, foreshadowing my eyes. I stared blankly ahead on the curtain next to me and when I turned my head, 'twas my brother. With his routine, looking in with all the mirrors inside the house. (which includes my room.) I just so happened to have my nap, since that night for like, uh. 2 hours and so. I've been waiting for the sunrise and see my brothers in uniform, at the same time, I was also thinking that I am also going back to school with all the stuffs we bought the previous weeks. Then, this verge feeling of mine actually had started in a glimpse. I couldn't have imagine life as a student would be this fast. :(

Exactly a year ago, I was just like, this Senior student. But, not an ordinary student, I used to stand in front of the studentry to let them respect, follow and recognize me as their Student Council President. (this was the most precious thing in school I have come to treasure the most.) Then, I just suddenly, I have more things to ponder about. Still, a year ago. Same month, but with an additional day, I used to seek for God's response every time I open my eyes, thanking Him for another day He has given me and my family. I used to wake up at 5AM, having a hard time. Because I slept late the last night, watching TV, waiting for Mom, researching and studying for the next day of school. I used to take a shower, for like, 45 minutes, playing and singing in the shower, with the belief of doing so may make my day happy and stress free. I used to eat really fast and a heavy breakfast, knowing that I'll be having another long day ahead of me. I used to wait for my service outside our house, so that I can catch up the call time before 7:05AM, and get myself attached in front of the main gate and play hide and seek with the late comers, I used to chase them and make them fall in line in the quadrangle after the flag ceremony. I used to be like, late in my first class--TLE, for having been really an authenticated President for all. I used to make rounds every Recess time to check if all students are seated inside the canteen, not loitering anywhere in the campus especially in the stair footages of each building. I used to eat my lunch for like, 10 minutes. I mean, a biscuit and a bottled water will do. For I have to make an advanced reading for my Physics class, and spare more minutes, watching over the students to throw their bottled drinks and any kind of foods first before going up to their classrooms. I used to be like this, "Most Popular Student" that whenever I go, there would always be a someone who'll call for my name and wave a hand, that even school personnels used to do. I used to be the "teacher's pet" inside the classroom for, all my teachers knew me already, right before the class starts. I used to go home almost late in the afternoon, for I have to drive away students in each corridor before they reach the curfew at 6PM. I used to be in my service, going home for like, 5:30PM. And when I arrived home, I used to watch the television and rest, where I almost used to forget eating dinner. I used to surf the net for like, 2 hours. Spending most time of it, using Social networks. :P I used to study for like an hour 'til Mom reached home. And I used to lay in be for 11:30PM, feeling really tired for a long day. Oh. (this is how my life as a student goes.) The next day I open my eyes, the same cycle happens.

But this time, upon seeing my brothers start their new school year, I am feeling really envious. Because the cycle I used to live in everyday wouldn't be the same of my next week anymore. :| Today, I have already seen how would it feels to be like, alone, being in an empty house. Talking to nobody but my cellphone and computer. This starts my misery next week. :(

Ciao for real, High School. :|